RELATIONSHIP

COURTING BEHAVIOR GETS ME IN TROUBLE
WAS MY BODY WRONG?
TO LOOK FOR THE PERSON WHO FILLS THE GAPS IN MY LIFE?
I WAS HIJACKED BY THE PASSION ANYWAY, WAS I WRONG?

THIS INFATUATION IS SO SELFLESS BUT AT THE SAME TIME SELFISH. I LOOK LIKE AM WILLING TO SACRIFICE MYSELF TO GET SOMETHING IN RETURN. I LOSE MY SELFLESSNESS AND MY SELFISHNESS SHOW UP WHEN NOT GETTING WHAT I WANT. OUT OF INFATUATION, COMES  SATISFACTION OR ANGER AND HATE. IT IS ATTACHMENT BASED. IT IS POSSESSIVE EXAGGERATION. ONLY INFATUATION CAN CREATE JEALOUSY, LONELINESS, AND RAGE.

I CAN'T DO THIS AGAIN. WHY I KEEP FALLING FOR THE SAME TYPE OF PERSON? IS MY BODY WRONG? THE CONFIDENT DOMINANT INDEPENDENT TYPE? NO IT S NOT IF THE PERSON IS THE PERSON SHE CLAIMS TO BE. THE PROBLEM IS THAT SHE MAY FAKE IT. SO, SHE MAY NOT BE WHAT SHE SEEMS TO BE. THE PERSON YOU INFATUATED MAY NOT BE THE SAME PERSON AS SHE IS. THIS IS THE PROBLEM OF COURTING BEHAVIOR, WHERE A PERSON MAKE UP HIMSELF TO BE SOMEBODY HE IS NOT. FIND OUT HER REAL SELF AND ASK  YOURSELF AGAIN IF THIS IS WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR AND MARRIAGE IS A BAD TIME TO DO IT.

ONE PERSON'S COURTING BEHAVIOR OR FEELING MAY NOT BE FELT BY THE OTHER PERSON. THIS IS THE DRAMA OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP WHERE TWO PERSONS ARE IN TWO DIFFERENT LEVEL OF RELATIONSHIP. HE MAY LIKE HER MORE THAN SHE LIKE HIM. HE MAY LIKE HER AND SHE DOESN'T LIKE HIM.