A Cage

Life is meant to be free
an adult more than a child
an adult imprisoned is like a bird in a cage
I do not dare to want this or to ask you for this
I will play along until I die
unlike a child, I have my own life
not good but it's a life
when will it come till I am free again?
yes i am not free because of my own failures and handicaps
that I have to depend on my parents
my childishness and stubbornness to do it my way
detour me through the long harder way
if i am good, can I play?
if I am successful, can I be free?
I guess it's true that if I didn't study I won't be happy
I live carelessly and I still don't know what to do
I don't mean to make you guilty or putting you in the tough spot
Even though that's what I did with my complaining
When I was a child, I asked for more freedom that I shouldn't
Now, I am still asking for more freedom
it is sad and pathetic that a grown adult, like a child, is still helpless and dependent on his parents
no, it's not about freedom anymore because I don't have the right to until the day of independence
yup, it's this piece of shit me that's the problem
even a donkey must carry weight beyond it capable of
building castle in the air instead of a house on earth
Yup, this is just another piece of crap guilt trip...