Imaginary Self and subject permanence

THERE ARE TWO FACTOR CREATING THE ILLUSION OF SELF: THE IMAGINARY SELF AND SUBJECT PERMANENCE. WHAT GLUE THE IMAGINATION IS THE EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCE/ATTACHMENT.

WE ARE FAMILIAR AND CONSCIOUS OF TERMS IMAGINARY FRIENDS AND OBJECT PERMANENCE.
IMAGINARY FRIENDS ARE PSYCHOLOGICAL IMAGINATION OF PEOPLE THAT A CHILD ATTACH TO AS IF THEY ARE REAL. SOME OF THESE FRIENDS ARE IMAGINARY SUPERHERO WHERE A CHILD PRETENDS THAT HE IS ONE. THIS PRETEND PLAY IS ENABLED BY INTROVERT'S ATTACHMENT TO THEIR IMAGINATION. THE MORE THEY GO INSIDE THE LESS THEY GO OUTSIDE.
THE WORLD IN THE PRETEND PLAY IS PASSIVE AND IS DIRECTED BY OWN SELF.

A CHILD IS DEVELOPING A SENSE OF SELF IN A PRETEND PLAY WITH IMAGINARY FRIENDS. HE IS DEVELOPING AN IMAGINARY SELF. JUST LIKE THE IDEAL FRIENDS AND ENVIRONMENT THAT HE CREATE JUST FOR THE PURPOSE OF PLEASURE, HE DEVELOPS AN IDEAL IMAGINARY SELF WITH POSITIVE ROLE, A NARCISSISTIC ROLE OF POWER, BEAUTY, WEALTH, AND FAME. EITHER SOCIAL OR HEROIC. THIS FANTASY PLAY OF IDEAL SELF AND ENVIRONMENT IS ENABLED BY OUR EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT/IDENTIFICATION TO THE CHARACTERS IN THE PLAY. THIS EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT POWER UP AND MAKE THE CHARACTERS COME ALIVE.

ANOTHER FACTOR IS THE SUBJECT PERMANENCE. PIAGET SAID THAT A CHILD DEVELOP AN INTELLIGENCE TO UNDERSTAND THE PRESENCE OF ABSENT OBJECTS CALLED OBJECT PERMANENCE. AT THE SAME TIME, WE ALSO DEVELOP SUBJECT PERMANENCE, A DESIGNATE FOR OUR BODY IN THE MAP OF ENVIRONMENT.

HOWEVER, OUR EMOTIONAL ENERGY ARISES FROM OUR PERSONALITY CONFLICTS AND DYNAMIC GETS INTO THESE CHARACTERS OF SUBJECT AND OBJECTS AND PLAY THEM LIKE A PUPPER MASTER PLAY HIS PUPPETS USING HIS HANDS. OUR PERSONALITY USES ITS "HANDS" TO PLAY THESE IMAGINARY SELF AND FRIENDS TO LIFE AND USE LANGUAGE TO CREATE PLOT FOR THEM IN THIS FANTASY/PRETEND PLAY.

OUR PERSONALITY PROVIDES THE BACKGROUND ENVIRONMENT LANDSCAPE AND INTERNAL PERSONALITY OF ITS CHARACTER, SELF AND OTHERS. OUR PERSONALITY IS THE DIRECTOR AND PRODUCER OF THIS MOVIE TO PLEASE HIMSELF.

THE PROBLEMS WITH OUR INTERNAL ACTORS ARE THAT THEY ARE PASSIVE AND AT OUR WHIM. THEY ARE PERSONALITY PUPPETS. THEY ARE THE PAPER PUPPETS. WE ARE ADDICTED TO THIS PAPER PUPPETS. OUR OWN PLEASURE CONTROL.

PERSONALITY IS LIKE A DRUG TO REGULATE OUR PLEASURE. IT IS EMOTIONAL DISTORTION OF REALITY, DEVIATION OF REALITY, PREFERENCE

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ANALYSIS/INFORMATION AND AWARENESS. LIKE READING ENCYCLOPEDIA OR MEDICAL JOURNAL ABOUT STATISTICS, THEORY, HYPOTHESIS AND EXPERIENCING IT. I KNOW ABOUT STATISTIC AND HOW TO QUIT SMOKING BUT CAN'T QUIT SMOKING. THERE IS THE HUMAN FACTOR, OUR EMOTION AND OTHERS THAT WE CAN'T CONTROL AND ENVIRONMENTAL FACTORS.

WE ARE ADDICTED TO THE INFORMATION BECAUSE WE ARE NOT AWARE. LIKE "PEACE", "HAPPINESS", "KINDNESS". THIS BECOME EXPECTATION. DOSA BERSEMBUNYI DI BALIK TOPENG KEBAIKAN.