LOVE AND RELATIONSHIP

I USED TO THINK THAT I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS. I USED TO THINK THAT I KNOW WHAT RELATIONSHIP IS. NOW, I DON'T.

I DON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIKE AND LOVE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT "LOVING SOMEBODY" MEANS. I DON'T KNOW HOW COMMITMENT PLAY A ROLE IN LOVE.

WHY DO PEOPLE HURT EACH OTHER WHEN THEY SAY THAT THEY LOVE EACH OTHER? WHY DO PEOPLE GET TOGETHER AND NOT TRYING TO BE HAPPY? WHY PEOPLE FIGHT EACH OTHER AND STAY WITH EACH OTHER?

SOME SAY THAT CONFLICT IS PART OF LIFE AND PROBLEMS ARE PART OF RELATIONSHIP. SOME SAY THAT IT IS NORMAL TO ARGUE AND FIGHT. WELL, I DON'T HAVE TO GET INTO RELATIONSHIP TO DO THAT.

WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO LOVE SOMEBODY? TO SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR OTHERS? WHY DO PEOPLE PRETEND AND SAY THAT THEY SACRIFICE THEIR LIFE FOR OTHERS WHEN THEY ACTUALLY DON'T? WHY DO I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MY LIFE AND MY SELF FOR OTHERS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY DON'T RETURN THE FAVOR?

WHY IN THE NAME OF RELATIONSHIP, SOME PEOPLE DOMINATE OTHERS AND DEMAND FOR LOVE WHEN HE DOESN'T DO IT IN RETURN? WHY STAY IN ABUSE AND BULLY FOR THE SAKE OF RELATIONSHIP?

WHAT DO I GET FROM RELATIONSHIP THAT I CAN'T GET WITHOUT?

I AVOID CONFLICTS LIKE I AVOID TRAFFIC ACCIDENTS. I DON'T WANT TO HIT OR GET HIT IN TRAFFIC. BECAUSE IT IS MESSY EITHER WAY. IT IS AN ACCIDENT PEOPLE SAY. IT IS BUT WE DON'T TREAT IT LIKE THAT. IT'S SOMEONE'S FAULT. THE SAME THING WITH RELATIONSHIP. PEOPLE MAKES MISTAKES BECAUSE OF ACCIDENTS, THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY DO. BUT WE FIGHT IN THE NAME OF JUSTICE. IF IT IS ACCIDENTS, LET'S TREAT IT LIKE ONE.