Two Kinds of Love

 I know only the intoxication part of love
I guess I don't know any other kind or what's beyond
if I can be intoxicated all my life, I am good
see, this is the heart's love

the mind has different kind of love
the more calculated that benefit all
the heart's love can be selfless to for the beloved
the question is who is the beloved

the heart is looking for what it wants
while the mind is looking for what it needs
if heart is the sun, the mind is the rain
both are needed to make a rainbow

My heart wants to tell you how I feel
but my mind close my mouth
My heart wants to go with you
but my mind lock it down and say that it's forbidden

You are the prism that break my heart into myrriad of colors
like the rain who turn sunlight into rainbow

the heart wants what the heart wants
sometimes, we don't have what we want
sometimes, we have what we don't want
sometimes, others have what we want
they say that God gives us what we need
that we always have what we need
and we don't have what we don't need
we always more than what we need
but may not be what we want...