Anesthesia

My heart likes to sleep
when she doesn't feel anything
and go to her dream
for sleeping is not relaxing
but numbing
the natural painkiller
the natural anesthesia
she must be unhappy
living in fantasy and numbed existence
she is only happy on the drugs
craving without it
how to untrouble the heart
obviously, my heart is stronger than my mind
how to make the heart fall in love with the world
so she doesn't cheat and fall in love with the other world
for the heart has fall out of love with the world...