I always felt like a sunshine in a bright day
my life was a never ending party
I never knew what sadness is
I always thought that sorrow is stupid
that we only live once and life is short
I always thought that crying is a waste of time
Until I met you
I want to be your best friend like you ask
but, why did you call my name when you sleep
when you say that you just don't feel the same way
why did you accidentally grabbed my hand in a crowded place
when you say that you are not going to the same place I am going
Why do I feel that you also feel the same
Why did you spend most of your time with me?
Why did you tell me your deepest heart's secret?
Why every time I need help and turn, you are always behind me?
I fell more and more in love with you
this feeling grow like a fire spread in a strong gust wind
a fever from a bite or poison from a toxic arrow
Loneliness looked foreign at first now becomes my best friend
I miss you when you are gone
but I am speechless when you are nearby
you have been the best friend I ever had
yet, my heart wants something else
I have to leave you
I can't do this anymore
I am not angry at you
it's just my heart is bleeding right now
and I am getting more afraid
I know that with time that you ask, it will be beautiful in the end
But I feel like a caterpillar who was crushed for its own venom
before it has a chance to turn into a beautiful butterfly...
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