memory

I lost my wallet yesterday.
Even though it's inside the bag, I had no re-collection of putting it there
It again shows that we have to bring up to our mind what we will remember
We have to "create the picture", "tell ourselves" or "create our memory" or even "create our perception"
It's not fully delusional either, it's a combination of sensory and perception
However, we don't remember what we see or sense , what we remember is what they mean to us or WHAT THEY ARE.
That's mostly what our WORLD or LIFE is, the picture we create in our mind.
Mostly the ABSENT events or objects or non objects.
THEY ARE ILLUSIONS....

WHAT ABOUT TRAUMATIC MEMORY?
ANXIETY REMEMBER EVENTS OR ANXIETY CREATE EVENTS IN MIND

LIKE A MAGIC SHOW WHERE WE CREATE THE STORY, TOP BOTTOM AND BOTTOM UP PROCESSING.
VISUAL HELPED BALANCE