Obsession and phobia are two identical qualities
overimposing qualities
Obsession, phobia, and amnesia
what is infantile amnesia? there is conversation within'
Johari window: Things that we know (public and private/secret) and things we don't know (bias and amnesia)
Awareness is information or live conversation, the more we talk about the topic, the more aware.
public knowledge, secret, bias, and amnesia.
we sleep and awake is similar regarding our awareness of surrounding, the difference is the INFORMATION/conversation. we see object/others, and imagine self. When we confuse seeing self, we confuse imagining others/objects.
In computer, there is a difference between storage and memory. Memory is only used when working. OUR MIND IS STORAGE and not memory. When we confuse storage and memory, it's like working on all programs at the same time.
SINCE OUR MIND IS STORAGE OF RULES OR DISPOSITION, LEAVE THEM ALONE. ONLY USE WHAT PRESENTLY NEEDED AND LEAVE THE REST ALONE.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Monday, February 27, 2012
direct experience
There is no suffering in direct experience
Not in mental experience.
The anticipation is worse than the real thing
We create mental experience to avoid dealing directly with the real things, to delay reaction, to polish it
But, later, we also get caught in the nightmare, thinking that it's the real world
Our negative emotions help create the mental world to avoid the feeling again
by lying, conning, and making up the artificial world to neutralize our self
The mental world is nothing but artificial opposite of the real world
The language and mind is full of idea-l
Their function is diplomacy, public relation, and damage control
to procrastinate and rationalize
Like the content of speech "do what I say", the content of mind is the opposite of the real behavior
defense mechanism at its best, denial with its rationalization.
Our world is made up of this rationalization when we deny reality
We can even push our mind to grandiose narcissistic level with our behavior becomes more antisocial
The gap is created between dr. jekyll and mr. hyde.
public relations is polishing this world or rationalization
But, the more we rely on our rationalization, the more we get caught in it.
The function of the content of either speech or thought is to complement or cover up something, usually it's positive to complement negative.
We usually advertise to others positively in speech but we see ourselves negatively secretly in mind
Those who see themselves positively in mind can advertise negatively to others.
But, most of the time, the content is not important, because with ideas we can manipulate whatever we want
creating whatever impression we want and creating effect that we want.
We are creating symbols and reacting to symbols for the impression and effects
Like wearing brand name shirts or shirts with "USA or Paris" on it to create impression and effects
we give symbols impression and effects.
We can not cheat ourselves, but we can cheat others
If we want to cheat ourselves, we have to do it under a flag of professionalism
So, our mental world is full of impression and effect that we wants and doesn't want
we suffer if we get the effect that we doesn't want, we have impression that we doesn't like
and we don't have impression and effects that we want.
WE ARE SURROUNDED BY SEMANTIC ENVIRONMENT, EITHER IN SPEECH OR IN MIND
COMBINATION OF IMAGE AND WORDS THAT WE OURSELVES CREATE THE MEANING OR EFFECT. WE MAKE THEM WORK BY IDENTIFYING WITH THEM.
THIS SEMANTIC ENVIRONMENT HAS LITTLE TO DO WITH THE REAL ENVIRONMENT IT TRIES TO DESCRIBE. THE NEWS, MOVIE, ETC IS AN OPINION OF ONE PERSON.
SO, WE REACT TO OTHERS OPINION AND WE REACT TO OUR OWN OPINION TO THOSE OPINIONS.
WE REMEMBER OUR REACTION TO OUR OPINION THAN OUR OPINION ITSELF. WE REMEMBER OUR OPINION THAN OTHERS' OPINION. LIKE WHEN WE GET PUNISHED, WE REMEMBER OUR NEGATIVE FEELING OR WHAT WE THINK THAN THE PUNISHMENT ITSELF.
Not in mental experience.
The anticipation is worse than the real thing
We create mental experience to avoid dealing directly with the real things, to delay reaction, to polish it
But, later, we also get caught in the nightmare, thinking that it's the real world
Our negative emotions help create the mental world to avoid the feeling again
by lying, conning, and making up the artificial world to neutralize our self
The mental world is nothing but artificial opposite of the real world
The language and mind is full of idea-l
Their function is diplomacy, public relation, and damage control
to procrastinate and rationalize
Like the content of speech "do what I say", the content of mind is the opposite of the real behavior
defense mechanism at its best, denial with its rationalization.
Our world is made up of this rationalization when we deny reality
We can even push our mind to grandiose narcissistic level with our behavior becomes more antisocial
The gap is created between dr. jekyll and mr. hyde.
public relations is polishing this world or rationalization
But, the more we rely on our rationalization, the more we get caught in it.
The function of the content of either speech or thought is to complement or cover up something, usually it's positive to complement negative.
We usually advertise to others positively in speech but we see ourselves negatively secretly in mind
Those who see themselves positively in mind can advertise negatively to others.
But, most of the time, the content is not important, because with ideas we can manipulate whatever we want
creating whatever impression we want and creating effect that we want.
We are creating symbols and reacting to symbols for the impression and effects
Like wearing brand name shirts or shirts with "USA or Paris" on it to create impression and effects
we give symbols impression and effects.
We can not cheat ourselves, but we can cheat others
If we want to cheat ourselves, we have to do it under a flag of professionalism
So, our mental world is full of impression and effect that we wants and doesn't want
we suffer if we get the effect that we doesn't want, we have impression that we doesn't like
and we don't have impression and effects that we want.
WE ARE SURROUNDED BY SEMANTIC ENVIRONMENT, EITHER IN SPEECH OR IN MIND
COMBINATION OF IMAGE AND WORDS THAT WE OURSELVES CREATE THE MEANING OR EFFECT. WE MAKE THEM WORK BY IDENTIFYING WITH THEM.
THIS SEMANTIC ENVIRONMENT HAS LITTLE TO DO WITH THE REAL ENVIRONMENT IT TRIES TO DESCRIBE. THE NEWS, MOVIE, ETC IS AN OPINION OF ONE PERSON.
SO, WE REACT TO OTHERS OPINION AND WE REACT TO OUR OWN OPINION TO THOSE OPINIONS.
WE REMEMBER OUR REACTION TO OUR OPINION THAN OUR OPINION ITSELF. WE REMEMBER OUR OPINION THAN OTHERS' OPINION. LIKE WHEN WE GET PUNISHED, WE REMEMBER OUR NEGATIVE FEELING OR WHAT WE THINK THAN THE PUNISHMENT ITSELF.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Fear
When there is guilt, shame, fear, there is defense
when there is defense there is offense
defense creates front or the "joneses"
offense creates havoc
dysfunctional is pretend to be normal.
honesty and fear is underrated due to our habit of defense and ignorance
we dont know that we are lying and we live in our defense
"do what I say not as I do" = "I say" represent the ideal self, "i do" represent the real self.
"I say" is artificial directive sentence uttered by the non-doer
for example, a smoker who told others not to smoke
"I say" is a socially desirable expectation we expect from others to please us
Like we teach a child not to do something that we do
The child will learn what we do more than what we say
he will have discrapency between what we do and what we say
when we do it, it does not annoy us, but when others do it, it annoy us
like we don't tickle ourselves? or because we surpress our unpleasent self
like we like to control others but we don't like to be controlled by others
but we don't know that we are controlling others
so, basically, we don't like to be controlled by others, but since we surpress part of our selves, unknowingly, that's why we control others.
If we are aware of controlling others, we may empathize and stop it
so we don't realize what we do, we realize what we think and what people do.
We should realize what we do not what we think or say and not what people do, but what they may think and feel.
so, when we ask people to do what we say, we are asking ourselves to do it but we are in denial and we project it to others. the more a person is out of control and try to control himself, he will try to control others more.
the less we do the more we talk
we talk to complement or cover up what we can't do
since we reject ourselves, we reject those qualities in others too and ask them to change
since we are afraid and hate some qualities in our selves, we hate those qualities in others too.
when they come out, we don't see it or refuse to see it
but when others do it, we hate it and condemn it
when we ask people to do what we say, we are asking for pleasing behavior and to stop annoying behaviors
why is it people who doesn't like to be annoyed annoy others with the same behaviors?
why is it people who like to be pleased doesn't please others with the same behaviors?
It s like I give people a present A but i don't like receiving the present A.
or, I like receiving present B but I don't like giving the present B to people.
do i annoy people to punish others because I know that people annoy me to punish me? ngambek
we can punish others but we don't like to be punished. we like to be pleased but we don't like to please others.
it is a one way street. so we have a punisher and a pleaser. distress signal and attraction signal.
So it's our weapon, punisher and pleaser, but we don't like others to use those weapon on us.
The talker or saying is usually less doer and higher maintainance because he knows and does less
He has fear and insecurity because he has to depend on the doer, that's why he has to show his power and demand power to complement or cover up his lack of power and competence. They live in anxiety because he has to control others all the time and don't know it. They are powerless and incompetent. Their power is only a face to scare others. An angry cat is an afraid cat.
when there is defense there is offense
defense creates front or the "joneses"
offense creates havoc
dysfunctional is pretend to be normal.
honesty and fear is underrated due to our habit of defense and ignorance
we dont know that we are lying and we live in our defense
"do what I say not as I do" = "I say" represent the ideal self, "i do" represent the real self.
"I say" is artificial directive sentence uttered by the non-doer
for example, a smoker who told others not to smoke
"I say" is a socially desirable expectation we expect from others to please us
Like we teach a child not to do something that we do
The child will learn what we do more than what we say
he will have discrapency between what we do and what we say
when we do it, it does not annoy us, but when others do it, it annoy us
like we don't tickle ourselves? or because we surpress our unpleasent self
like we like to control others but we don't like to be controlled by others
but we don't know that we are controlling others
so, basically, we don't like to be controlled by others, but since we surpress part of our selves, unknowingly, that's why we control others.
If we are aware of controlling others, we may empathize and stop it
so we don't realize what we do, we realize what we think and what people do.
We should realize what we do not what we think or say and not what people do, but what they may think and feel.
so, when we ask people to do what we say, we are asking ourselves to do it but we are in denial and we project it to others. the more a person is out of control and try to control himself, he will try to control others more.
the less we do the more we talk
we talk to complement or cover up what we can't do
since we reject ourselves, we reject those qualities in others too and ask them to change
since we are afraid and hate some qualities in our selves, we hate those qualities in others too.
when they come out, we don't see it or refuse to see it
but when others do it, we hate it and condemn it
when we ask people to do what we say, we are asking for pleasing behavior and to stop annoying behaviors
why is it people who doesn't like to be annoyed annoy others with the same behaviors?
why is it people who like to be pleased doesn't please others with the same behaviors?
It s like I give people a present A but i don't like receiving the present A.
or, I like receiving present B but I don't like giving the present B to people.
do i annoy people to punish others because I know that people annoy me to punish me? ngambek
we can punish others but we don't like to be punished. we like to be pleased but we don't like to please others.
it is a one way street. so we have a punisher and a pleaser. distress signal and attraction signal.
So it's our weapon, punisher and pleaser, but we don't like others to use those weapon on us.
The talker or saying is usually less doer and higher maintainance because he knows and does less
He has fear and insecurity because he has to depend on the doer, that's why he has to show his power and demand power to complement or cover up his lack of power and competence. They live in anxiety because he has to control others all the time and don't know it. They are powerless and incompetent. Their power is only a face to scare others. An angry cat is an afraid cat.
Friday, February 24, 2012
Emotion
We communicate our emotion.
We started by communicating and we still are communicating physically, chemically, biologically, eventually using voice, emotionally, and mentally.
Emotional communication is communication with the outside world by triggering physiological reaction
it's limbic and automatic, we can only control it after it happens
Per-linguistically, we still communicate physically, chemically, biologically, using voice, and emotionally
Lizzard's behavior is not acceptable in society so we use words to hide it (diplomatic)
so, an effective communication is kinestetic and physical ( or chemical, biological, voice, emotional)
mental communication is abstract communication
like picture is more than a thousand words, words can't even paint a picture
picture can't ever paint moving picture
moving picture can't even paint reality
The physiological reaction could be sad, mad, fear, happy, etc that lead to cry, threat, act violent, smile, etc.
Inside our body, we still communicate physically, chemically, and biologically, even with our environment. However, in social environment, we communicate through air (voice) auditorally through voice and visually through body language or gesture (emotion).
we are emotional being, we are mentally emotional being. Without mental, we are animal. without emotion, we are robot. we sacrifice our emotion with the development of mental. If we have strong emotion with mental ability, we are like "the rise of the ape". our emotion keep us grounded and trustworthy as social members. Since we have learn to con others through words but also gesture/act, emotion work very hard to keep us honest, guilt or shame.
Our lymbic system manage our physiological reaction and can be triggered by sensory or imagination.
Do animal has a mental "world"? It probably does has a much simpler world for an animal can be conditioned to remember signals or icons. Since our emotion react to both sensory information and cognitive information, human react mostly to cognitive information or the "world". Even though we physically live on earth, we mostly live in our "world". This world is our disposition of phenomena with names. We have to make a MENTAL NOTES about our experience to experience it. The MENTAL NOTES IS what we remember. We makes MENTAL NOTES for all experience that we see, hear, touch, etc, and thinking about our past and future. Due to ignorance, just like we thought the content of the conversation is the most important, we also think that the content of the mind which is nothing but the MENTAL NOTES is real. This is what it means by WE CREATE OUR REALITY. We create and remember only MENTAL NOTES and we react to it. In the present, direct experience doesn't go through this mental notes. Our emotion is originally created for this.
If I remember going to the store yesterday, i had to make MENTAL NOTES yesterday or told myself that i went to the store. "I, store, driving, car". I then disposed those phenomena into memory. I don't actually observed my body going to the store or driving because I live in my mind. I am still not paying attention to what my body is doing but I know that I am typing and sitting down because my MENTAL NOTES told me.
Since emotion react to imagination, our emotion spend most of their time reacting to this MENTAL NOTES.
EMOTIONAL SYSTEM CAN PROVIDE EARLY WARNING SIGNS BEFORE PHYSICAL, CHEMICAL, AND BIOLOGICAL OR EVEN VOICE COMMUNICATION. THE MENTAL SYSTEM IS NOTHING BUT DIGITAL EARLY WARNING SIGNS FOR ABOVE COMMUNICATION.
EMOTION IS A PRE MOTION, TO PREPARE ACTION, TO GET READY FOR ACTION.
We started by communicating and we still are communicating physically, chemically, biologically, eventually using voice, emotionally, and mentally.
Emotional communication is communication with the outside world by triggering physiological reaction
it's limbic and automatic, we can only control it after it happens
Per-linguistically, we still communicate physically, chemically, biologically, using voice, and emotionally
Lizzard's behavior is not acceptable in society so we use words to hide it (diplomatic)
so, an effective communication is kinestetic and physical ( or chemical, biological, voice, emotional)
mental communication is abstract communication
like picture is more than a thousand words, words can't even paint a picture
picture can't ever paint moving picture
moving picture can't even paint reality
The physiological reaction could be sad, mad, fear, happy, etc that lead to cry, threat, act violent, smile, etc.
Inside our body, we still communicate physically, chemically, and biologically, even with our environment. However, in social environment, we communicate through air (voice) auditorally through voice and visually through body language or gesture (emotion).
we are emotional being, we are mentally emotional being. Without mental, we are animal. without emotion, we are robot. we sacrifice our emotion with the development of mental. If we have strong emotion with mental ability, we are like "the rise of the ape". our emotion keep us grounded and trustworthy as social members. Since we have learn to con others through words but also gesture/act, emotion work very hard to keep us honest, guilt or shame.
Our lymbic system manage our physiological reaction and can be triggered by sensory or imagination.
Do animal has a mental "world"? It probably does has a much simpler world for an animal can be conditioned to remember signals or icons. Since our emotion react to both sensory information and cognitive information, human react mostly to cognitive information or the "world". Even though we physically live on earth, we mostly live in our "world". This world is our disposition of phenomena with names. We have to make a MENTAL NOTES about our experience to experience it. The MENTAL NOTES IS what we remember. We makes MENTAL NOTES for all experience that we see, hear, touch, etc, and thinking about our past and future. Due to ignorance, just like we thought the content of the conversation is the most important, we also think that the content of the mind which is nothing but the MENTAL NOTES is real. This is what it means by WE CREATE OUR REALITY. We create and remember only MENTAL NOTES and we react to it. In the present, direct experience doesn't go through this mental notes. Our emotion is originally created for this.
If I remember going to the store yesterday, i had to make MENTAL NOTES yesterday or told myself that i went to the store. "I, store, driving, car". I then disposed those phenomena into memory. I don't actually observed my body going to the store or driving because I live in my mind. I am still not paying attention to what my body is doing but I know that I am typing and sitting down because my MENTAL NOTES told me.
Since emotion react to imagination, our emotion spend most of their time reacting to this MENTAL NOTES.
EMOTIONAL SYSTEM CAN PROVIDE EARLY WARNING SIGNS BEFORE PHYSICAL, CHEMICAL, AND BIOLOGICAL OR EVEN VOICE COMMUNICATION. THE MENTAL SYSTEM IS NOTHING BUT DIGITAL EARLY WARNING SIGNS FOR ABOVE COMMUNICATION.
EMOTION IS A PRE MOTION, TO PREPARE ACTION, TO GET READY FOR ACTION.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Communication
Human is lizzard, communicate through emotions.
communication starts from physical, chemical eventually biological of what we call emotional
before it becomes mental or linguistic
mental or linguistic communication starts from kinestetis (concrete), icon, and eventually symbols (abstract)
However, we are still communicate emotionally
mental communication can be used to soften or civilized even to cover up our basic desires
that's what makes us human, the ability to be diplomatic
iconic and symbolic language is based on kinestatic language, such as basic metaphors.
manipulating idea from manipulating objects.
iconic is based on abstraction, similarity, like a house.
iconic is basic relationship between an idea and physical object or sensory object or SIGN
symbolic is more abstract relationship between idea and idea
symbols is always part of set of symbols
III is an icon, 3 is a symbol
6 function of language: emotif, konatif (directive), fatif (listening), referential (external meaning), puitis (emotional konotation), and metalinguistic (language about language).
words have power as handle for the real objects.
Makna yang membingungkan: we are happy when we receive clear meaning rather than being manipulated, untrustworthy. use kinestetic language, even an unhappy news is received openly when it is delivered clearly.
image require technology. information = language + image
animal can send and receive language/words, but animal can receive image but can not send image (one way).
visual communication through body language and gesture + make up + artifacts.
Image = writing + art --> multimedia
communication starts from physical, chemical eventually biological of what we call emotional
before it becomes mental or linguistic
mental or linguistic communication starts from kinestetis (concrete), icon, and eventually symbols (abstract)
However, we are still communicate emotionally
mental communication can be used to soften or civilized even to cover up our basic desires
that's what makes us human, the ability to be diplomatic
iconic and symbolic language is based on kinestatic language, such as basic metaphors.
manipulating idea from manipulating objects.
iconic is based on abstraction, similarity, like a house.
iconic is basic relationship between an idea and physical object or sensory object or SIGN
symbolic is more abstract relationship between idea and idea
symbols is always part of set of symbols
III is an icon, 3 is a symbol
6 function of language: emotif, konatif (directive), fatif (listening), referential (external meaning), puitis (emotional konotation), and metalinguistic (language about language).
words have power as handle for the real objects.
Makna yang membingungkan: we are happy when we receive clear meaning rather than being manipulated, untrustworthy. use kinestetic language, even an unhappy news is received openly when it is delivered clearly.
image require technology. information = language + image
animal can send and receive language/words, but animal can receive image but can not send image (one way).
visual communication through body language and gesture + make up + artifacts.
Image = writing + art --> multimedia
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Brand
Is God or religions brand or symbol that promise piety or morality or enlightenment or virtue?
Sunday, February 19, 2012
memory
I lost my wallet yesterday.
Even though it's inside the bag, I had no re-collection of putting it there
It again shows that we have to bring up to our mind what we will remember
We have to "create the picture", "tell ourselves" or "create our memory" or even "create our perception"
It's not fully delusional either, it's a combination of sensory and perception
However, we don't remember what we see or sense , what we remember is what they mean to us or WHAT THEY ARE.
That's mostly what our WORLD or LIFE is, the picture we create in our mind.
Mostly the ABSENT events or objects or non objects.
THEY ARE ILLUSIONS....
WHAT ABOUT TRAUMATIC MEMORY?
ANXIETY REMEMBER EVENTS OR ANXIETY CREATE EVENTS IN MIND
LIKE A MAGIC SHOW WHERE WE CREATE THE STORY, TOP BOTTOM AND BOTTOM UP PROCESSING.
VISUAL HELPED BALANCE
Even though it's inside the bag, I had no re-collection of putting it there
It again shows that we have to bring up to our mind what we will remember
We have to "create the picture", "tell ourselves" or "create our memory" or even "create our perception"
It's not fully delusional either, it's a combination of sensory and perception
However, we don't remember what we see or sense , what we remember is what they mean to us or WHAT THEY ARE.
That's mostly what our WORLD or LIFE is, the picture we create in our mind.
Mostly the ABSENT events or objects or non objects.
THEY ARE ILLUSIONS....
WHAT ABOUT TRAUMATIC MEMORY?
ANXIETY REMEMBER EVENTS OR ANXIETY CREATE EVENTS IN MIND
LIKE A MAGIC SHOW WHERE WE CREATE THE STORY, TOP BOTTOM AND BOTTOM UP PROCESSING.
VISUAL HELPED BALANCE
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Big picture
To see the big picture, everything and everyone is the way they are supposed to be
dancing in universe, birth and death, coming and going,, moving and changing
suffering and joy, temporarily and spatially conversing from one form to another.
To see the big picture, there is no dissapointment
To see the big picture, there is no fear and anger
To see the big picture, there is no shame or guilt
To see the big picture, there is no illusion
To see the big picture, there is no worry and regret
To see the big picture, there is no greed
To see the big picture, there is no suffering
Because when we see the big picture, we see that everything and everyone is where and how they are supposed to be.
dancing in universe, birth and death, coming and going,, moving and changing
suffering and joy, temporarily and spatially conversing from one form to another.
To see the big picture, there is no dissapointment
To see the big picture, there is no fear and anger
To see the big picture, there is no shame or guilt
To see the big picture, there is no illusion
To see the big picture, there is no worry and regret
To see the big picture, there is no greed
To see the big picture, there is no suffering
Because when we see the big picture, we see that everything and everyone is where and how they are supposed to be.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
2-15-2012 shawnee
I/me is the ideal or accepted self, others is the rejected or real self OR HIDDEN SELF. WHEN WE SEE MY IDEAL OR ACCEPTED SELF IN OTHERS, WE LIKE THAT PERSON. WHEN WE SEE REJECTED OR REAL SELF IN OTHERS, WE DON'T LIKE THAT PERSON.
It takes one to know one. We see others as ourselves.
A person who likes his another person BECAUSE THAT PERSON REMIND HIM TO HIS IDEAL SELF will like that person
A person who doesn't like another person BECAUSE THAT PERSON REMIND HIM OF HIS REJECTED SELF, that person brings the worst in me.
"A person is talking to his self" "a person is his own most enchanted listener"
We actually play a game for ourselves, other people are just sparring partners.
I RECOGNIZE OTHERS BECAUSE I RECOGNIZE MY GOOD OR BAD SIDE. WHEN HE REMINDS ME OF GOOD SIDE, I SEE THAT PERSON AS GOOD. WHEN HE REMINDS ME OF BAD SIDE, I SEE THAT PERSON AS BAD. I JUSTIFY BY BLAMING AND EXTERNALIZING ME ON OTHERS. I CAN ONLY REGULATE ME.
I PROJECT MYSELF ON OTHERS. OTHERS ARE MYSELF, MY PROJECTION, MY MANY FACES. TRYING TO MAINTAIN THE IDEAL SELF BY BLAMING OTHERS (THE REAL SELF). WHEN I SAY "PEOPLE" "WE" "YOU/HE/SHE/THEY", I AM TALKING ABOUT MYSELF.
I AM THE PEOPLE, I AM EVERYBODY, THE MANY FACES AND CHARACTERISTICS. SO IT'S A CONFLICT BETWEEN MY IDEAL AND REAL SELF, THE ACCEPTED AND REJECTED SELF. WHEN I GET UPSET, I SAY THAT HE UPSET ME, WHERE THE "HE" IS MY REAL SELF AND THE "ME" IS THE IDEAL SELF" SO, I LOVE WITH A PERSON WHO CONFORM WITH MY IDEAL SELF AND I HATE A PERSON WHO BRING OUT MY REAL REJECTED SELF. I CAN BE HAPPY AND UPSET WITH MY REAL SELF.
I attach to my self or others. In insecure or no attachment, we attach to others and regulate others. I AM OTHERS AND OTHERS ARE ME. In secure attachment, we regulate self and environment. I AM ME AND OTHERS ARE OTHERS.
It takes one to know one. We see others as ourselves.
A person who likes his another person BECAUSE THAT PERSON REMIND HIM TO HIS IDEAL SELF will like that person
A person who doesn't like another person BECAUSE THAT PERSON REMIND HIM OF HIS REJECTED SELF, that person brings the worst in me.
"A person is talking to his self" "a person is his own most enchanted listener"
We actually play a game for ourselves, other people are just sparring partners.
I RECOGNIZE OTHERS BECAUSE I RECOGNIZE MY GOOD OR BAD SIDE. WHEN HE REMINDS ME OF GOOD SIDE, I SEE THAT PERSON AS GOOD. WHEN HE REMINDS ME OF BAD SIDE, I SEE THAT PERSON AS BAD. I JUSTIFY BY BLAMING AND EXTERNALIZING ME ON OTHERS. I CAN ONLY REGULATE ME.
I PROJECT MYSELF ON OTHERS. OTHERS ARE MYSELF, MY PROJECTION, MY MANY FACES. TRYING TO MAINTAIN THE IDEAL SELF BY BLAMING OTHERS (THE REAL SELF). WHEN I SAY "PEOPLE" "WE" "YOU/HE/SHE/THEY", I AM TALKING ABOUT MYSELF.
I AM THE PEOPLE, I AM EVERYBODY, THE MANY FACES AND CHARACTERISTICS. SO IT'S A CONFLICT BETWEEN MY IDEAL AND REAL SELF, THE ACCEPTED AND REJECTED SELF. WHEN I GET UPSET, I SAY THAT HE UPSET ME, WHERE THE "HE" IS MY REAL SELF AND THE "ME" IS THE IDEAL SELF" SO, I LOVE WITH A PERSON WHO CONFORM WITH MY IDEAL SELF AND I HATE A PERSON WHO BRING OUT MY REAL REJECTED SELF. I CAN BE HAPPY AND UPSET WITH MY REAL SELF.
I attach to my self or others. In insecure or no attachment, we attach to others and regulate others. I AM OTHERS AND OTHERS ARE ME. In secure attachment, we regulate self and environment. I AM ME AND OTHERS ARE OTHERS.
SELF 2-15-12 SHAWNEE TRIP
SELF IS CONSEQUENTIAL SELF
CON -TOGETHER, INTENSIFY MEANING, WITH/AGAINST (CONFORMING/CONTRASTING) - TRICKED/MANIPULATED, SHAMED,
The con part is the same as in the Spanish "with". The science part is the archaic meaning, literally to discern. Thus conscience means with discernment which is how it functions.
SO, SELF IS IMAGINED OR THOUGHT SEQUENCE OR "FUTURISTIC" ME OR ME IN FUTURISTIC EVENT, SUCH AS REWARD OR PUNISHMENT, PLEASURABLE OR PAINFUL EVENT.
WE THINK AHEAD, MAKE PLAN. THUS THE PURPOSE OF THE MIND, TO THINK UP THE FUTURE. SO, WE PREDICT HOW WE ARE GOING TO FEEL, PREPARE HOW WE ARE GOING TO FEEL. THAT'S WHY WE HAVE THIS EMERGENT SELF TO SIMULATE FUTURE POSSIBILITY. IF WE DON'T KNOW, WE THINK THAT THIS SIMULATION IS REAL AND THAT IS OUR REAL LIFE AND WE BELIEVE THAT "IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN" BECOMES "IT'S WHAT HAPPENED". THIS IS OUR DISPOSITION/KNOWLEDGE/BELIEF SYSTEM THAT MISTAKENLY CONFUSE POTENTIAL WITH REAL.
WE ARE NOT HAPPY, BECAUSE WE ATTACH TO THIS MIND WHOSE PURPOSE IS TO THINK UP ABSENT OBJECTS, TO SOLVE PROBLEMS, MISTAKES, SUFFERING, PAIN, EMPTINESS.
EVEN CONSCIOUSNESS IS IMAGINED FUTURISTIC ABSENT SEQUENTIAL EVENT.
CONSEQUENCE = IMAGINED SEQUENTIAL
CON -SCIENCE - CONSCIOUS - CON-SEQUENCE = KNOWLEDGE ABOUT SEQUENCE
SELF IS NOT ONLY TEMPORAL BUT ALSO SPATIAL. THERE IS SOMETHING THAT ISN'T. IT IS NOT ONLY CONSEQUENTIAL BUT ALSO CONSCIOUS-IAL. SO, NOT ONLY WE BELIEVE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN BUT ALSO THAT IT MUST HAPPEN.
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CON -TOGETHER, INTENSIFY MEANING, WITH/AGAINST (CONFORMING/CONTRASTING) - TRICKED/MANIPULATED, SHAMED,
The con part is the same as in the Spanish "with". The science part is the archaic meaning, literally to discern. Thus conscience means with discernment which is how it functions.
SO, SELF IS IMAGINED OR THOUGHT SEQUENCE OR "FUTURISTIC" ME OR ME IN FUTURISTIC EVENT, SUCH AS REWARD OR PUNISHMENT, PLEASURABLE OR PAINFUL EVENT.
WE THINK AHEAD, MAKE PLAN. THUS THE PURPOSE OF THE MIND, TO THINK UP THE FUTURE. SO, WE PREDICT HOW WE ARE GOING TO FEEL, PREPARE HOW WE ARE GOING TO FEEL. THAT'S WHY WE HAVE THIS EMERGENT SELF TO SIMULATE FUTURE POSSIBILITY. IF WE DON'T KNOW, WE THINK THAT THIS SIMULATION IS REAL AND THAT IS OUR REAL LIFE AND WE BELIEVE THAT "IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN" BECOMES "IT'S WHAT HAPPENED". THIS IS OUR DISPOSITION/KNOWLEDGE/BELIEF SYSTEM THAT MISTAKENLY CONFUSE POTENTIAL WITH REAL.
WE ARE NOT HAPPY, BECAUSE WE ATTACH TO THIS MIND WHOSE PURPOSE IS TO THINK UP ABSENT OBJECTS, TO SOLVE PROBLEMS, MISTAKES, SUFFERING, PAIN, EMPTINESS.
EVEN CONSCIOUSNESS IS IMAGINED FUTURISTIC ABSENT SEQUENTIAL EVENT.
CONSEQUENCE = IMAGINED SEQUENTIAL
CON -SCIENCE - CONSCIOUS - CON-SEQUENCE = KNOWLEDGE ABOUT SEQUENCE
SELF IS NOT ONLY TEMPORAL BUT ALSO SPATIAL. THERE IS SOMETHING THAT ISN'T. IT IS NOT ONLY CONSEQUENTIAL BUT ALSO CONSCIOUS-IAL. SO, NOT ONLY WE BELIEVE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN BUT ALSO THAT IT MUST HAPPEN.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2012
escape
Human like to procrastinate, delaying unpleasant tasks and retreating to pleasant endeavors
It is probably natural to think that we try to avoid danger and pain
this is what makes us high maintainance
People go to therapy and spiritual retreat to avoid difficulty found in life
They even embark on spiritual or psychological journey to avoid the pain/suffering in life
it's like avoiding pothole by going around
However, we are chased by whatever we run away from
like we run away from something we are afraid of, but that thing will always make us run
where eventually we still have to deal with it, we are just delaying dealing with it or procrastinating to deal with it.
we just create more trouble along the way, learn bad habits, justification, deceptive, manipulative, and eventually we get really lost in our own lies and we don't even know why we run in the first place.
we become afraid to more and more things.
Because we give power to something that we avoid or deny until we deal with it.
If we are afraid of being abused, we always live under his power and try to please him.
IT'S GONNA HAPPEN ANYWAY, JUST GET IT OVER WITH THE FIRST TIME!!!
IF ONLY WE DEAL WITH IT THE FIRST TIME.
This has something to do with adulthood and maturity, the accountability and responsibility.
We are accountable for our happiness and suffering, pain and pleasure.
When we only want the happiness and pleasure and avoid the pain and suffering
we do it AT THE EXPENSE of others, that means somebody has to handle the pain and suffering
we always think ahead. we think absent objects or events. our present behavior was thought in the past.
It is probably natural to think that we try to avoid danger and pain
this is what makes us high maintainance
People go to therapy and spiritual retreat to avoid difficulty found in life
They even embark on spiritual or psychological journey to avoid the pain/suffering in life
it's like avoiding pothole by going around
However, we are chased by whatever we run away from
like we run away from something we are afraid of, but that thing will always make us run
where eventually we still have to deal with it, we are just delaying dealing with it or procrastinating to deal with it.
we just create more trouble along the way, learn bad habits, justification, deceptive, manipulative, and eventually we get really lost in our own lies and we don't even know why we run in the first place.
we become afraid to more and more things.
Because we give power to something that we avoid or deny until we deal with it.
If we are afraid of being abused, we always live under his power and try to please him.
IT'S GONNA HAPPEN ANYWAY, JUST GET IT OVER WITH THE FIRST TIME!!!
IF ONLY WE DEAL WITH IT THE FIRST TIME.
This has something to do with adulthood and maturity, the accountability and responsibility.
We are accountable for our happiness and suffering, pain and pleasure.
When we only want the happiness and pleasure and avoid the pain and suffering
we do it AT THE EXPENSE of others, that means somebody has to handle the pain and suffering
we always think ahead. we think absent objects or events. our present behavior was thought in the past.
Sunday, February 12, 2012
defying gravity
Something has changed within me,
Something is not the same.
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game.
Kurt:
Too late for second-guessing,
Too late to go back to sleep.
It's time to trust my instincts,
Close my eyes and leap.
Both:
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I'm
Defying Gravity
And you won't bring me down...
Rachel:
I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/g/glee/defying_gravity.html ]
Kurt:
Some things I cannot change,
But till I try, I'll never know.
Rachel:
Too long I've been afraid of
Kurt:
Losing love I guess I've lost.
Both:
Well, if that's love,
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye,
I'm defying gravity.
I think I'll try
Defying Gravity
And you won't bring me down.
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye,
I'm defying gravity.
I think I'll try
Defying Gravity
And you won't bring me down.
Bring me down!
Ahhahhoahh
Something is not the same.
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game.
Kurt:
Too late for second-guessing,
Too late to go back to sleep.
It's time to trust my instincts,
Close my eyes and leap.
Both:
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I'm
Defying Gravity
And you won't bring me down...
Rachel:
I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/g/glee/defying_gravity.html ]
Kurt:
Some things I cannot change,
But till I try, I'll never know.
Rachel:
Too long I've been afraid of
Kurt:
Losing love I guess I've lost.
Both:
Well, if that's love,
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye,
I'm defying gravity.
I think I'll try
Defying Gravity
And you won't bring me down.
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye,
I'm defying gravity.
I think I'll try
Defying Gravity
And you won't bring me down.
Bring me down!
Ahhahhoahh
2-12-12
the difference between knowing and reaction. The microwave knows the difference between 1 cup and 2 cups of water. But the microwave doesn't know, it's a physical chemical reaction, it's anthropomorphism. There is probably no knowledge, our life is nothing but physical chemical biological reaction plus mental, look a like illusion.
I have pleased myself by pleasing the world but not knowing that I was pleasing myself, until I realize that i am pleasing myself. Now i can please myself without trying to please the world. The world promise safety, acceptance, pleasure, peace, love if I please them. But only I can give those things to myself and the world's promise is false to brainwash me to please them. The world ask me to sacrifice my happiness for their happiness, thus, I was not happy and seek for happiness to medicate this unhappiness. All this time, I can be happy without the world and i don't need to cure myself. Why seek for something we already have to begin with? Everybody has right for happiness and nobody have to sacrifice their happiness for others' happiness. It's slavery. Everybody is selfish, but some people is selfish at the expense of another person. Controlling and being controlled stem from unhappiness. We make mistakes, have accidents, trial and error, we all try to survive.
People are not happy because their happiness depend on others and they don't know that they are accountable and responsible for their own happiness, so they use attraction and distress signals to control others to give them happiness. We falsely expect others to make us happy and stop distressing us and we falsely are expected to make others happy, to be puppets, to act certain way to please them.
When we are not happy, when we are opressed, bullied, imprisoned, intimidated, controlled, terrorized, that's when we are looking for something to sooth the pain. When we are afraid, angry, sad, that's when we are looking for something to ease the pain. that's when we act in or act out our pain, fear, and anger.
People are not dangerous or evil, the defense mechanism or acting in/out is the ones that hurt self and others.
WE THINK IN TERMS OF POTENTIAL. ALL IDEAS ARE POTENTIAL, GOAL, NOT WHAT IS. THE WORLD DECIDE THE NORM -AL, RIGHTEOUSNESS, MORALITY,
the worst words are "fix you"
what is evil is professionalism, social and corporation agents, even more dangerous religious agents, even more dangerous spiritual agents. people have no chance against them.
MAN IN THE MIRROR.
I have pleased myself by pleasing the world but not knowing that I was pleasing myself, until I realize that i am pleasing myself. Now i can please myself without trying to please the world. The world promise safety, acceptance, pleasure, peace, love if I please them. But only I can give those things to myself and the world's promise is false to brainwash me to please them. The world ask me to sacrifice my happiness for their happiness, thus, I was not happy and seek for happiness to medicate this unhappiness. All this time, I can be happy without the world and i don't need to cure myself. Why seek for something we already have to begin with? Everybody has right for happiness and nobody have to sacrifice their happiness for others' happiness. It's slavery. Everybody is selfish, but some people is selfish at the expense of another person. Controlling and being controlled stem from unhappiness. We make mistakes, have accidents, trial and error, we all try to survive.
People are not happy because their happiness depend on others and they don't know that they are accountable and responsible for their own happiness, so they use attraction and distress signals to control others to give them happiness. We falsely expect others to make us happy and stop distressing us and we falsely are expected to make others happy, to be puppets, to act certain way to please them.
When we are not happy, when we are opressed, bullied, imprisoned, intimidated, controlled, terrorized, that's when we are looking for something to sooth the pain. When we are afraid, angry, sad, that's when we are looking for something to ease the pain. that's when we act in or act out our pain, fear, and anger.
People are not dangerous or evil, the defense mechanism or acting in/out is the ones that hurt self and others.
WE THINK IN TERMS OF POTENTIAL. ALL IDEAS ARE POTENTIAL, GOAL, NOT WHAT IS. THE WORLD DECIDE THE NORM -AL, RIGHTEOUSNESS, MORALITY,
the worst words are "fix you"
what is evil is professionalism, social and corporation agents, even more dangerous religious agents, even more dangerous spiritual agents. people have no chance against them.
MAN IN THE MIRROR.
Friday, February 10, 2012
The system
There are many systems in the universe, physical, chemical, biological, mental, social, and spiritual
The physical, chemical, biological are natural system, where the mental, social, and spiritual are man made system
The natural system is more superior than the man made system
there is ongoing conflict between those systems
The systems are trying to survive by evolving, however, no evolution is perfect
it can only create tools THAT GIVE THE BEST CHANCE TO SURVIVE, not 100% foolproof
it is not eternal problem solvers or perfect weapon
It's strengths eventually becomes it's downfall
The mental social spiritual system is based on image and idea to organize human experience
Based on name and meaning as part of standards in living in shared community as anthropological being
it's called CULTURE
This systems are inferior compared to the natural systems because it's man made
these systems are more abstract and fragile and even ghostlike
THERE IS ONGOING CONFLICT BETWEEN NATURAL AND MAN MADE SYSTEMS.
OBSERVER EFFECTS AND ATTRIBUTION EFFECTS create community SELF
where most people agree with popular opinion. even when it's wrong
And we get brainwashed into the idea of quality, morality, and righteousness.
We learn to sacrifice our self for the good of community, where, actually for the good of another person
who is happy at our expense. This co-dependence relationship was accepted as norm and creates unnecessary conflicts.
A person has to be independently accountable to relate to others.
WHAT STARTED AS AN IDEA THAT WE BELIEVE IN EVENTUALLY BECOMES SOMETHING THAT WE GET ADDICTED TO, THAT WE GET ATTACHED TO, ESPECIALLY, SELF.
SELF IS THE SMALL PERSON WE CAN FEEL AND OBSERVE IN OUR MIND. IT IS LIKE OUR MOOD COMPASS. WHEN HE IS HAPPY, WE ARE HAPPY, WHEN HE IS UPSET, WE ARE UPSET. "IT'S LIKE A BATHROOM STALL, WE DON'T RECOGNIZE IT UNTIL WE NEED IT" JUST OBSERVE THIS OBJECT AND BE AWARE OF IT. IT S LIKE A CHILD, BECAUSE IT IS A CHILD, OUR PAST SELF. IT'S MOODY, SELFISH, SELF CENTERED, PLEASURE SEEKING, LOW TOLERANCE OF FRUSTRATION, NARCISSISTIC, ANTISOCIAL. WE ALL ARE RULED BY THIS CHILD INSIDE OF US. THIS IS OUR INJURY, SMALL EMPTINESS, INJURED EGO, VULNERABILITY, BUTTON, HIDDEN/SECRET SELF, LEVERAGE, SHADOW, INSULATED SELF THAT LEAD TO MANIPULATION, LIE, MASK, IDEAL SELF, SOCIAL DESIRABILITY, ALTER EGO.
LIKE CARRYING MY OWN CHILD, ATTACHED CHILD THAT GOES WITH ME EVERY WHERE I GO, MAKING DEMANDS AND WANTS AND SULK IF DISSAPOINTED. TOO MUCH EMPATHY AND IDENTIFICATION WITH THIS CHILD AND AFRAID TO LET GO. PROTECTING AND ENABLING HIM, SPOILING HIM.
IT'S LIKE HAVING AN ILLNESS OR SORE THAT GET IRRITATED WHEN TOUCHED.
it's our antenna. HOWEVER, IT CAN ALSO GET HIJACKED BY FUTURE OR IMAGINED EVENTS IN THE WORLD OF "WHAT IF"
mentally, it's called suffering, reacting painfully to imagined events.
IT'S A FALSE ANTENNA, ONLY USED FOR COMMUNICATION . IT ONLY WORK IN PRESENT TIME. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE 2 SELVES. IT'S A SOCIAL ANTENNA, A DYSFUNCTIONAL CODEPENDENT ANTENNA. IT'S PERSONALITY, NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY
The physical, chemical, biological are natural system, where the mental, social, and spiritual are man made system
The natural system is more superior than the man made system
there is ongoing conflict between those systems
The systems are trying to survive by evolving, however, no evolution is perfect
it can only create tools THAT GIVE THE BEST CHANCE TO SURVIVE, not 100% foolproof
it is not eternal problem solvers or perfect weapon
It's strengths eventually becomes it's downfall
The mental social spiritual system is based on image and idea to organize human experience
Based on name and meaning as part of standards in living in shared community as anthropological being
it's called CULTURE
This systems are inferior compared to the natural systems because it's man made
these systems are more abstract and fragile and even ghostlike
THERE IS ONGOING CONFLICT BETWEEN NATURAL AND MAN MADE SYSTEMS.
OBSERVER EFFECTS AND ATTRIBUTION EFFECTS create community SELF
where most people agree with popular opinion. even when it's wrong
And we get brainwashed into the idea of quality, morality, and righteousness.
We learn to sacrifice our self for the good of community, where, actually for the good of another person
who is happy at our expense. This co-dependence relationship was accepted as norm and creates unnecessary conflicts.
A person has to be independently accountable to relate to others.
WHAT STARTED AS AN IDEA THAT WE BELIEVE IN EVENTUALLY BECOMES SOMETHING THAT WE GET ADDICTED TO, THAT WE GET ATTACHED TO, ESPECIALLY, SELF.
SELF IS THE SMALL PERSON WE CAN FEEL AND OBSERVE IN OUR MIND. IT IS LIKE OUR MOOD COMPASS. WHEN HE IS HAPPY, WE ARE HAPPY, WHEN HE IS UPSET, WE ARE UPSET. "IT'S LIKE A BATHROOM STALL, WE DON'T RECOGNIZE IT UNTIL WE NEED IT" JUST OBSERVE THIS OBJECT AND BE AWARE OF IT. IT S LIKE A CHILD, BECAUSE IT IS A CHILD, OUR PAST SELF. IT'S MOODY, SELFISH, SELF CENTERED, PLEASURE SEEKING, LOW TOLERANCE OF FRUSTRATION, NARCISSISTIC, ANTISOCIAL. WE ALL ARE RULED BY THIS CHILD INSIDE OF US. THIS IS OUR INJURY, SMALL EMPTINESS, INJURED EGO, VULNERABILITY, BUTTON, HIDDEN/SECRET SELF, LEVERAGE, SHADOW, INSULATED SELF THAT LEAD TO MANIPULATION, LIE, MASK, IDEAL SELF, SOCIAL DESIRABILITY, ALTER EGO.
LIKE CARRYING MY OWN CHILD, ATTACHED CHILD THAT GOES WITH ME EVERY WHERE I GO, MAKING DEMANDS AND WANTS AND SULK IF DISSAPOINTED. TOO MUCH EMPATHY AND IDENTIFICATION WITH THIS CHILD AND AFRAID TO LET GO. PROTECTING AND ENABLING HIM, SPOILING HIM.
IT'S LIKE HAVING AN ILLNESS OR SORE THAT GET IRRITATED WHEN TOUCHED.
it's our antenna. HOWEVER, IT CAN ALSO GET HIJACKED BY FUTURE OR IMAGINED EVENTS IN THE WORLD OF "WHAT IF"
mentally, it's called suffering, reacting painfully to imagined events.
IT'S A FALSE ANTENNA, ONLY USED FOR COMMUNICATION . IT ONLY WORK IN PRESENT TIME. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE 2 SELVES. IT'S A SOCIAL ANTENNA, A DYSFUNCTIONAL CODEPENDENT ANTENNA. IT'S PERSONALITY, NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY
Thursday, February 9, 2012
The mistery of Self
Self is the source of suffering, Dalai Lama said that the inexistant self thought as existent self is the source of suffering, the superimposing of quality. Demello said that identification with the self is the source of suffering. Psychologists said that the alter ego to compensate the weak ego, the defense mechanism as a mask of superhero to deal with evil in the world. Profession, such as being a counselor, is an alter ego to fix the world.
THere are three nervous system mode: nervous reaction to sensation and to perception (dream (mere image) and human wakefulness (symbolic reprensentation)). In sensation, it's a signal reaction to present objects, in dream, it's a signal reaction to absent objects. Only in human wakefulness, it's a symbolic reaction to absent objects.
Human functions to absent objects most of the time, even regarding their body. Like with other objects, we rely on symbols to navigate and process the complex information to survive in human environment. We relate to others visually, we relate to self emotionally or by attachment. We developed this self attachment from attachment to caregivers. So, the sense of self is the quality of this attachment. Strong attachment produce a confident self. This attachment to this symbol of self appear subtly and more automatic (competent).
We manipulate our movement by manipulating the symbols or intending and the body will follow. We manage our Person by manipulating the Self or intending the self and the body will follow.
Small emptiness --> alter ego
Except if we are superman, where the alter ego is the human. People who transform and recognize their own superman, they try to be regular.
So the question is IS THE SELF THE PAST SELF IN ENVIRONMENT REMEMBERED? OR IS IT THE PRESENT SELF IDENTIFYING WITH A SELF IN THE ENVIRONMENT?
IS IT THE SUBJECTIVE SELF IDENTIFYING WITH THE OBJECTIVE SELF? IS IT THE SELF IN SUBJECTIVE ENVIRONMENT (INCOMPETENT/TRAUMATIC) AS OPPOSED TO SELF IN OBJECTIVE ENVIRONMENT (COMPETENT/NON TRAUMATIC)?
THE PRESENT SELF IS STILL SUBJECTIVELY ATTACHED TO THE SELF AND OBJECTS...
THere are three nervous system mode: nervous reaction to sensation and to perception (dream (mere image) and human wakefulness (symbolic reprensentation)). In sensation, it's a signal reaction to present objects, in dream, it's a signal reaction to absent objects. Only in human wakefulness, it's a symbolic reaction to absent objects.
Human functions to absent objects most of the time, even regarding their body. Like with other objects, we rely on symbols to navigate and process the complex information to survive in human environment. We relate to others visually, we relate to self emotionally or by attachment. We developed this self attachment from attachment to caregivers. So, the sense of self is the quality of this attachment. Strong attachment produce a confident self. This attachment to this symbol of self appear subtly and more automatic (competent).
We manipulate our movement by manipulating the symbols or intending and the body will follow. We manage our Person by manipulating the Self or intending the self and the body will follow.
Small emptiness --> alter ego
Except if we are superman, where the alter ego is the human. People who transform and recognize their own superman, they try to be regular.
So the question is IS THE SELF THE PAST SELF IN ENVIRONMENT REMEMBERED? OR IS IT THE PRESENT SELF IDENTIFYING WITH A SELF IN THE ENVIRONMENT?
IS IT THE SUBJECTIVE SELF IDENTIFYING WITH THE OBJECTIVE SELF? IS IT THE SELF IN SUBJECTIVE ENVIRONMENT (INCOMPETENT/TRAUMATIC) AS OPPOSED TO SELF IN OBJECTIVE ENVIRONMENT (COMPETENT/NON TRAUMATIC)?
THE PRESENT SELF IS STILL SUBJECTIVELY ATTACHED TO THE SELF AND OBJECTS...
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
The mind and dream
The mind work so subtly and faster than the blink of eyes
we call it a competent mind
The mind works with emergent self and others in a subtle way
without IMPORT ing ideas of morality, righteousness
it acts without interruption as it has been programmed
we react to signals in dream, like animal does?
in human wakeful consciousness, we react symbolically because they are symbols
when we identify with symbols we give the symbols identity.
Three level of consciousness:
1. Perceptional
2. Dream
3. Human wakefulness consciousness
The levels are evoluationary shift from animal level to human eventually super human.
In the human wakefulness, there is subject/object permanence or identity or symbols
where the objects don't have to be present.
In perceptional, the objects have to be present and the reaction is signal-ic
in dream, the objects don't have to be present and the reaction is signal-ic
in human wakefulness, the objects don't have to be present and the reaction has potential to be symbolic.
we call it a competent mind
The mind works with emergent self and others in a subtle way
without IMPORT ing ideas of morality, righteousness
it acts without interruption as it has been programmed
we react to signals in dream, like animal does?
in human wakeful consciousness, we react symbolically because they are symbols
when we identify with symbols we give the symbols identity.
Three level of consciousness:
1. Perceptional
2. Dream
3. Human wakefulness consciousness
The levels are evoluationary shift from animal level to human eventually super human.
In the human wakefulness, there is subject/object permanence or identity or symbols
where the objects don't have to be present.
In perceptional, the objects have to be present and the reaction is signal-ic
in dream, the objects don't have to be present and the reaction is signal-ic
in human wakefulness, the objects don't have to be present and the reaction has potential to be symbolic.
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Consciousness
When we are problem conscious, we get trapped in consciousness
Our mind body process was triggered by the problems to solve the problem
automatically and continually trying to solve itself
we get solution consciousness
but, just like problem consciousness is not real problem, solution consciousness is not real solution
we don't see or are not aware of the real problem to solve the real solution
we only see problem consciousness or conscious incompetence and seek only conscious competence
where the real problem is unconscious incompetence and the real solution is unconscious competence
Our mind body process was triggered by the problems to solve the problem
automatically and continually trying to solve itself
we get solution consciousness
but, just like problem consciousness is not real problem, solution consciousness is not real solution
we don't see or are not aware of the real problem to solve the real solution
we only see problem consciousness or conscious incompetence and seek only conscious competence
where the real problem is unconscious incompetence and the real solution is unconscious competence
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