OBSESSION

AN OVERSUBSTANCE SELF THAT WE IDENTIFY WITH IS LIKE AN ILLNESS OR INFECTION THAT WE HAVE THAT WE ARE AWARE OF AND TRY TO COVER
IT IS AN OVEROBSESSION WITH THIS I, OUR EGO THAT WAS INTENDED TO OBSERVE OUR PERCEPTION
THIS IS CREATED FROM TRAUMA WE EXPERIENCE AS CHILDREN
OUR SOCIAL SELF CREATED FROM OUR PERCEPTION OF REJECTION
OUR SUPPRESSED ANGER, SADNESS, FRUSTRATION, AND DISSAPOINTMENT

WHEN THIS SELF IS TRIGGERED, WE LL TRY TO SOOTH IT WITH PERSONALITY OR COMPLEX BEHAVIOR OR DEFENSE MECHANISM, OUR PERSONALITY TRAITS.
SUCH AS EXTROVERTNESS, INTROVERTNESS, THINKING, FEELING, INTUITION, JUDGEMENT, PERCEPTION, SENSES.
IT WILL TRIGGER A PROBLEM SOLVING MODE
CREATING A SHELL OF EXPERIENCE

THE MAIN SOURCE OF ALL THIS BEHAVIOR IS THE TRIGGER OF THE OBSESSED SELF
TRIGGERING A COMPULSIVE SET OF BEHAVIORS, SOME MORE RIGID THAN OTHERS

REGARDLESS OF THIS SELF, MIND BODY PROCESS OCCUR CONTINUOUSLY BY ITSELF WITH THE EGO DOING ITS JOB OF OBSERVING AND REGULATING ITS PROCESS
IF WE CAN JUST LET IT BE WITHOUT TRYING TO GET INTO THE PROCESS BECAUSE IT IS TOO FAST FOR OUR EGO TO FOLLOW
OUR EGO IS CREATED TO OBSERVED AND LET OUR MIND DO IT
IF WE TRY TO HAVE OUR EGO TO FOLLOW IT, IT IS TOO FAST
ANXIETY AND STRESS IS THE RESULT TO SLOW IT DOWN
THE WORLD IS FINE WITHOUT OUR INTEFERENCE
WE ARE HERE BECAUSE OF LUCK AND NATURAL CAUSES
HISTORICAL LUCK THAT WE NEITHER EARN NOR DESERVE
OUR PAST WAS NOT OUR CREATION AND NEITHER IS OUR FUTURE

THIS SELF IS OUR INCOMPETENT SELF, ESPECIALLY IN SOCIAL ENVIRONMENT
IN TRAUMATIC ENVIRONMENT
THE SOURCE OF ADDICTION TO SELF
TO MAKE IT FEEL GOOD
THIS SELF IS NOT ALIVE, IT IS JUST AN EGO OR AN OBSERVER.

THIS ILL SELF IS EXPERIENCED AS STRESS IN THE BODY, LIKE AN INFECTION TRIGGERED.WHEN TRIGGERED IT REACTED PSYCHOLOGICALLY OR A  COMPLEX.