Reflection 2

THE MAIN QUESTION IS MORE THAN IS UNIVERSE INTELLIGENT? I HIT A WALL TO GO BEYOND THIS QUESTION. THIS IS A WALL OF CONSCIOUSNESS. I AM TRAPPED IN ILLUSION OF CONSCIOUSNESS. WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS THAT IS UNIVERSE CONSCIOUS? IS UNIVERSE A SELF? INTELLIGENCE, RANDOM, PURPOSE, ORDER, DESIGN, LOGIC, OBJECT, SPACE, TIME ARE LANGUAGE OF CONSCIOUSNESS. I AM TRAPPED IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF SELF-OBJECTS. I EVEN TURN GOD INTO SELF-OBJECTS. I TURN MATTER INTO SELF-MATTER. A SELF THAT HAS CONSCIOUSNESS. AS FAR AS I KNOW, HUMAN IS THE ONLY THING THAT HAS CONSCIOUSNESS. EMOTIONAL MENTAL SOCIAL AND SPIRITUAL DIMENSION IS NON PHYSICAL, IT IS CONSCIOUSNESS. LOGIC LANGUAGE MEMORY IMAGINATION SOCIAL AND SPIRITUAL SIMULATION. THIS SPIRITUAL SIMULATION IS WHAT WE SOMETIMES CALL RELIGION.

THIS IS ONE OF THE CHARACTERISTIC OF UNIVERSE: NO CONSCIOUSNESS, NO SELF, IMPERMANENCE, SUFFERING. It is an occasion for suffering and not a cause of suffering because impermanence is only an occasion for suffering so long as ignorance, craving and clinging are present.AS LONG AS BELIEF IN SELF AND PERMANENCE ARE PRESENT.

THIS WALL IS THE WALL OF CONSCIOUSNESS. CONSCIOUSNESS IS OUR TOWER OF BABEL, IT'S WHAT ADAM GOT AFTER EATING FRUIT OF KNOWLEDGE. THE LOST OF CONNECTION WITH GOD. THIS IS OUR NARCISSISTIC SHELL. ENLIGHTENMENT IS SEEING BEYOND THE CONSCIOUSNESS, SEEING OUTSIDE THE BOX. PIERCING THE BUBBLE OF CONSCIOUSNESS. WITHOUT ILLUSION, PEOPLE BECOME TO POWERFUL. CONSCIOUSNESS SLOW DOWN THE PROGRESS.

WE CAN'T UNDERSTAND AND SEE GOD BECAUSE WE ARE BLOCKED BY OUR NARCISSISTIC SHELL. WE ARE ASKING THE WRONG QUESTIONS BASED ON OUR NARCISSISTIC WORLD.

DUE TO THIS LOST OF CONNECTION, PEOPLE ARE OUT OF TOUCH WITH NATURE AND ARE DESTROYING THEMSELVES. THEY ARE DESTROYING THE PLACE THEY LIVE AND POLLUTING THE ENVIRONMENT. BUT THEY ARE HURTING THEMSELVES BECAUSE NATURE IS TOO POWERFUL.

UNIVERSE IS CONSCIOUSSLESS...  IT DOESN'T THINK. IT JUST REACT. WE PROJECT OUR OWN SELF ON  EVERYTHING AND MAKE A SELF OUR OF EVERYTHING. LIKE ANIMALS, IT DOESN'T PERCEIVE. IT SENSE AND REACT IN BEHAVIORS INFLUENCED BY MULTIVARIED FACTORS. JUST LIKE EACH PERSON IS DIFFERENT, THERE IS NO SIMILAR THINGS IN UNIVERSE. NO ONE STEPS ON THE SAME RIVER TWICE.