leading to simple emotional reaction, like relax and fear
it knows no subject and object permanence, it doesn't have perception experience like human do
no attachment and no self awareness, no reflexive myself.
just like human infants. "infants who live in adults' life"
Infants are skill-less to meet its own needs, are dependent on others, it sees others but does not recognize, its vision is specific, sensitive senses.
Autism in adults life lead to over input and traumatic based reaction not from traumatic memory but conditioned traumatic experience.
from lack of perception, input always change and mixed into one lead to rigid behavior and routine. and additional output behavior to block out input. when relaxed, able to connect to others.
it may know no worry and suffering, it may know fear. suffering is buffering for pain. we suffer to avoid pain.
is autism permanent or temporary? is it a blanket thrown over the mind or does it change?
autism - public self (narcissism) - private self - unknown self - the unknown
life is about how we manage it, how we manage the environment and the subject
our man made physical environment and culture are created for people who are "normal" adults.
"Minority" groups based on age, gender, health, sexual preference, economic classes, etc must be managed differently. Manage the environment and manage the symptoms.
AUTISM - BOTTOM UP (SENSORY DETAIL TO WHOLE)
NON VERBAL, SENSORY BASED, SENSORY MEMORY
BRAIN MORE SOCIAL AND MORE THINKING
THINK IN PICTURES, SLIDES OF PICTURES
SEARCH ENGINES, ASSOCIATIVE NOT LINEAR
SENSORY DETAIL AND NOT VERBAL LANGUAGE
SENSORY DISTRACTION, SLOW ATTENTION SHIFTING
SENSORY ISSUE
SENSE BASED FEAR MEMORY, WORLD WITHOUT LANGUAGE, GET AWAY FROM LANGUAGE. NO CAPTION, THE WORLD WITH NO CAPTION.
FEAR MEMORY CAN BE CLOSED BUT NOT ERASED
FIGHT/FLIGHT, SEARCH FOR DANGER, IS ALWAYS ON
TAKEN CARE BY ANTIDEPRESSENT
CONTROL AND SLOW DOWN THE PICTURES
STRESS HORMONE GOES UP WHEN FORCED
WHEN VOLUNTEERED, STRESS HORMONE GOES DOWN
DISTRACTED, SETTING OFF FEAR
SPECIFIC THINKING
SENSORY BASED CATEGORIES FROM SPECIFIC SENSE INFORMATION
SORT THE PICTURES INTO CATEGORIES, SIZE, ABSTRACTION, CLASSIFICATION
VISUALISTIC THINKER
PATTERN THINKER
WORD THINKER
HUMAN, LANGUAGE COVERS UP SENSORY BASED THINKING
TOP BOTTOM (HYPOTHESIS TO DETAIL)
EMOTION
FEAR - MOST PRIMITIVE
ANGER - ANGER
PANIC - SEPARATION ANXIETY
SEEKING - APPROACH NOVELTY
ADDITIONAL EMOTIONS - LUST, CARING, PLAY
THE NUCLEUS ACUMBENS IN THE BRAIN CONTROLS SEEKING OR FEAR BASED BEHAVIOR. SEEKING OR FEAR SYSTEM. TRAFFIC ACCIDENT, WE FOCUS ON AVOIDING THE ACCIDENT, AFTER IT HAPPENED FEAR TOOK OVER. WHEN AN ANIMAL ORIENTS, IT MAKES A DECISION TO SEEK OR TO FEAR
WHEN TROUBLESHOOTING A BEHAVIOR PROBLEM, FIGURE OUT WHICH EMOTION IS MOTIVATING THE ANIMAL. PUNISH FEAR MAKE IT WORST.
RULE OUT PAINFUL MEDICAL PROBLEMS, ACID REFLUX. SENSORY OVERLOAD, FEAR OF SENSORY OVERLOAD, GETTING ATTENTION, GETTING OUT OF DOING SOMETHING OR FRUSTRATION BECAUSE THEY CAN'T COMMUNICATE.
ABNORMAL BEHAVIOR: ANIMAL DOES IT BECAUSE LACK OF STIMULATION, AUTISTIC KID BECAUSE OVERSTIMULATION.
VISUAL WORLD, SENSICAL WORLD, NO WORDS. WATCHING LIFE WITHOUT COMMENTARY,
FOR AUTISM, LIFE IS A MOVIE WITHOUT STORY. FOR PEOPLE, IT S A STORY THAT HAS PICTURE.
LIKE A SILENT MOVIE. SOUND ARE NOT LANGUAGE BASED. SOUND ARE JUST SOUND. SOUND IS DIFFERENT THAN SIGHT. THE SOUND APPLE IS APPLE NOT THE SAME AS THE APPLE. THE PICTURE APPLE IS A PICTURE APPLE, IT S DIFFERENT THAN THE APPLE. A WORD IS NOT PART OF THE STORY, A WORD IS JUST A WORD. A LETTER IS JUST A LETTER. A PICTURE OF A LETTER IS JUST A PICTURE OF A LETTER, A SOUND OF A LETTER IS JUST THAT SOUND. NO CLASSIFICATION OF SOMETHING PART OF A SYSTEM.
THEY ARE LIKE ENLIGHTENMENT, ALWAYS IN A MOMENT, LIKE A CHILD, LIKE AN ANIMAL.
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