self and environment

when focusing on self and environment, self appear
when focusing on environment without the self, uninvolved environment or others' environment, self dissapear
but when focusing on self alone and without the environment, self is still

like a difference between writing a report and analysis
a report is objective and leaves the I out, where analysis is subjective and is a product of my own thinking

whatever is perceived is passive karma
the top bottom knowledge that complete an experience
an interrupted process that occurs continuously and automatically by itself
active karma is our awareness
our free will
yet it is not free if addicted to the passive karma
imprisoned by the passive karma
nothing is important
just be selfish the right way...