Saturday, June 30, 2012

POLITIC OF HUMANITY

PEOPLE ARE NOT INTERESTED IN THE TRUTH
LIKE CLIENTS ARE NOT INTERESTED IN GETTING BETTER
PEOPLE DO MORE PUBLIC RELATIONS AND DAMAGE CONTROL
THEY CARE ONLY ABOUT THEIR SOCIAL IMAGE/FACE
THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT
THEY ARE HAPPY WHEN PRAISED AND ANGRY WHEN CRITICIZED

THEY DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND EVEN WHEN THEY SAY THEY DO
THEY JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN
THEY EVEN WILL "EAT" OTHERS WITHOUT SENSE OF GUILT EVEN WHEN THEY WILL DENY IT
 THEY COMMIT UNJUST ACT BUT THEY WILL CRY FOUL OR INJUSTICE WHEN THEY DON'T GET WHAT THEY WANT
LIKE POLITICIANS, THEY PROMISE WITHOUT EVIDENCE
THEY WILL CHEAT AND DENY IT
BUT THEY WILL FITNAH/SLANDER OTHERS AND DENY IT
THEY WILL CRY FOUL WHEN THEY DON'T GET WHAT THEY WANT

BASICALLY, THEY TALK WITHOUT EVIDENCE
THEY BUY CORRUPTION TO GET WHAT THEY WANT AND BULLY/THREATEN WHEN THEY DON'T BUT DENY IT

BASICALLY, THEY WOULD DENY WHAT THEY DID AND WEAR A MASK

PEOPLE ARE SELFISH AND ONLY CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY WANT, BUT THEY DENY THIS AND SAY THAT THEY CARE, INTERESTED IN THE TRUTH, TO UNDERSTAND.

LIKE JUSTICE IS DECIDED BY PEOPLE, MOSTLY THE LAWYERS, SO DID THE TRUTH. JUSTICE, TRUTH, VOTE, POSITION COULD BE BOUGHT AND SOLD.

EVERYTHING HAS A PRICE THESE DAYS.

IN SOCIAL CIRCUS, THOSE WHO DON'T PLAY BY THE RULES ALWAYS BEAT THOSE WHO PLAYS BY THE RULES. LIKE IN A GAME. THOSE WHO CHEAT WILL DENY AND PRETEND TO FOLLOW THE RULES AND EXPECT OTHERS TO FOLLOW THE RULES.

PLAYING BY THE RULES, UNDERSTANDING, LEARNING, MORALITY, TRUTH ARE SOCIAL TOOLS TO COOPERATE. CHEATING IS EXPECTING OTHERS BUT SELF TO COOPERATE.

PHYSICAL DIMENSIONS: PHYSICAL - CHEMICAL- BIOLOGICAL

PSYCHOLOGICAL DIMENSIONS (SYSTEM): EMOTIONAL - MENTAL - SOCIAL - SPIRITUAL

EACH DIMENSION IS TRYING TO COOPERATE AT THE HIGHER LEVEL TO SURVIVE LONGER. MENTAL IS COOPERATION OF EMOTION, SOCIAL OF MENTAL EMOTION, SPIRITUAL OF SOCIAL, MYSTICISM OF SPIRITUAL. EACH DIMENSION ABSTRACT AND LOOK FOR SIMILARITY/PATTERNS AS IT GOES HIGHER. A HIGHER CLASSIFICATION IS CREATED BASED ON SIMILARITY. CHEATING IS PRETENDING TO BE HIGHER (SPEECH/SYMBOLS) THAN ITS BEHAVIOR.

GROUP LABEL 2

THERE ARE MANY GROUP LABELS:
1. INDIVIDUAL
A. PERSON
B. GENDER
C. RACE
D. QUALITY/ATTITUDE
E. WEALTH/POWER/FAME

2. SOCIAL GROUP:
A. FAMILY (PARENTS, CHILDREN)
B. SCHOOL
C. JOB/CAREER
D. RELIGION
E. SPECIALITY GROUP

EACH GROUP LABEL CARRY OBLIGATION, EXPECTATION, AND PRIVILAGE DECIDED BY THE CULTURE OR THE GROUP
THE CULTURE COMMUNICATE THROUGH MEDIA
FOR EXAMPLE, IN ASIA, IT IS WRONG TO TALK BACK TO ELDERS OR PARENTS

IN OUR MIND, THESE LABELS ARE SYMBOLIC WITH INTENTIONAL MEANING
WE SEE NOT A PERSON BUT THE LABELS, THE BRAND. WHO I BELIEVE I AM.

THERE IS A TRUE SELF AND A FALSE SELF. A TRUE SELF IS WHAT WE BELIEVE WE DID, A FALSE SELF IS WHAT WE WANT TO BELIEVE WE DID. FALSE SELF IS IDEAL. TRUE SELF IS MADE UP OF ACCOMPLISHMENT AND FAILURE. FALSE SELF IS USUALLY MADE UP OF GOALS AND FAKE IMAGES. WE CANNOT LIE. WE CAN FOCUS ON THE FALSE SELF, BUT WE ALWAYS KNOW WHAT IS TRUE AND FALSE. THE DISCREPANCY BETWEEN TRUE AND FALSE SELF IS THE SOURCE OF ANXIETY.

EVEN IF TRUE SELF IS MADE UP OF THE GROUP LABEL, THE FALSE SELF IS CREATED TO COVER UP TRUE SELF. GROWING UP, WE LEARN ABOUT THE GROUP LABEL ABOUT US AND THE WORLD, WE LEARN TO HATE OUR SELF THAT HAS NEGATIVE GROUP LABEL AND JOIN THE LABEL THAT HAS POSITIVE. WE EVEN LEARN TO PRETEND OR WEAR SOCIALLY DESIRABLE QUALITY. DUE TO IGNORANT OF CRAVING SOCIAL ACCEPTANCE, WE KEEP THE SOCIAL DEFINITION OF THE LABEL AND KEEP HATING OUR TRUE SELF AND ADOPTING THE FALSE SELF THAT SOCIETY WANTS (TO BE ATTRACTIVE, POWERFUL, FAMOUS, NICE, COOL, ETC).

Friday, June 29, 2012

REACTION/INTERACTION IN NERVOUS SYSTEM.

UNIVERSE FLUCTUATE AND CHANGE ALL THE TIME
CONVERSING ENERGY AND PHYSICAL ATOMS UNINTERRUPTEDLY
THIS INTERACTION PRODUCE REACTION.

ALL HUMAN DIMENSION, PHYSICAL, CHEMICAL, BIOLOGICAL, EMOTIONAL, MENTAL, SOCIAL, AND SPIRITUAL DIMENSION IS A BIG MESS OF REACTION IN OUR NERVOUS SYSTEM.

THERE IS NO REALITY, NO PERCEPTION, NO EXPERIENCE. ALL EXPERIENCE IS THE RESULT OF INTERACTION OR REACTION IN OUR NERVOUS SYSTEM. LIKE, PLEASURE IS A RESULT OF REACTION BETWEEN CHEMICAL OR NON CHEMICAL AGENT WITH OUR NERVOUS SYSTEM.

IT'S A PHYSICAL CHEMICAL BIOLOGICAL ELECTRONICAL REACTION THAT PRODUCE ALL EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL EXPERIENCE. LIKE DIGESTION AND RESPITORY SYSTEM IS BIOLOGICAL, OUR NERVOUS SYSTEM IS BIOLOGICAL. WE DON'T DIGEST FOOD, WE DIGEST THE REACTION BETWEEN FOOD AND OUR DIGESTIVE SYSTEM. WE DON'T NEED AIR, WE NEED THE REACTION BETWEEN THE OXYGEN AND OUR RESPITORY SYSTEM.

OUR NERVOUS SYSTEM INTERACTS WITH ENVIRONMENT AND THE REACTION PRODUCE EXPERIENCE, EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL (SENSORIC AND PERCEPTION).

THIS REACTION PRODUCE SENSATION. MENTAL IS OUR DIGITAL SENSATION TO EVALUATE IF THE ENVIRONMENT IS HOSTILE OR FRIENDLY. LIKE OUR DIGITAL METER AS THE RESULT OF THE NERVOUS SYSTEM REACTION. LIKE THE HARDWARE COMPUTER SYSTEM PRODUCE THE DIGITAL METER IN THE CAR. WE EVEN CREATE AN IDEAL METER TO FOOL OUR SELVES AND OTHERS

BUT FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW, THEY BELIEVE THIS METER BETTER THAN THE  REPORT FROM PRESENT REACTION. ESPECIALLY, THE ONE WITH DEFECTIVE OR DISTORTED METER. THEY WOULD JUDGE THE REPORT OF THE "REAL" ACTION NEGATIVELY EVEN WHEN THEY ALWAYS KNOW WHAT THEY DID, THIS IS THE SOURCE OF DENIAL AND DEPRESSION. THEY ALWAYS HAVE THE GUILT. IN THE MEAN TIME, THEY LIVE IN FANTASY EVEN WHEN THEY KNOW THAT IT'S NOT REAL. THIS IS THE SOURCE OF ANXIETY. WE PRETEND AN IDENTITY THAT HAS A POSITIVE VALUE AND HIDE THE IDENTITY/BEHAVIOR THAT HAS A NEGATIVE VALUE.

IMAGINATION CAN BE SOURCE OF PLEASURE, LIKE PRETEND PLAY OR IMAGINARY FRIENDSHIP.


ILUSI

WE TALK FOR THE SAKE OF MAKING A FRIENDLY NOISE, LIKE THE LOWER ANIMALS, AS WE UNCONSCIOUSLY REVEAL OUR PREJUDICES ABOUT RACE, RELIGION, AND POLITICS.

WE RELY MORE ON INFORMATION THAN SENSE EXPERIENCE
IN THIS HIGHLY COMPETITIVE AND COMPLEX LIFE AS HUMAN BEING, OUR ABILITY TO REPRESENT OBJECT AND ENVIRONMENT ENABLE US TO PREDICT AND PREPARE
TO CONTROL OUR RESPOND MORE FLEXIBLY THAN INSTINCTUAL ANIMALS WITH LIMITED RESPONSE.

HOWEVER, THIS REPRESENTATION SYSTEM, LANGUAGE AND MENTALISM, IS NOT OBJECTIVE AND REAL, IT IS NOT EXISTANCE IT IS NOT FORM.

FORMS ARE PHYSICAL. FORM AND SPACE, SPACE IS NOT EMPTY, FORM IS EMPTY. FORM IS EMPTY, EMPTY IS FORM.

ANOTHER FACTOR IS NAME. NAME IS REPRESENTATION/SYMBOL FOR AN OBJECT/OBJECT'S BEHAVIOR/EVENT/RELATIONSHIP

WE LIVE IN THIS TWO DIMENSIONS: PHYSICAL AND MENTAL. THE MENTAL DIMENSION IS SO THICK LIKE AS IF THERE IS A CURTAIN COVERING THE PHYSICAL DIMENSION. OUR PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE IS MOSTLY SENSORY, APPEARANCE BASED AND WE BRING IT TO THE MENTAL DIMENSION.

COMMUNICATION IN MENTAL DIMENSION CAN HAPPEN IN REPORT LEVEL TO JUDGEMENT LEVEL. REPORT LEVEL HAS THE LOWEST ABSTRACTION LEVEL AND EXTENTIONAL MEANING. JUDGEMENT LEVEL HAS THE HIGHEST ABSTRACTION AND INTENTIONAL MEANING.

LIFE IN MENTAL DIMENSION IS SUPPORTED BY INTENTIONAL MEANING. WORDS EXPLAINED BY MORE WORDS. LIKE A BOOK TRYING TO EXPLAIN A PICTURE. IT LACK PHYSICAL EVIDENCE OR EXTENTIONAL MEANING. THIS IS THE ROOT FOR DENIAL.

THE DISCREPANCY BETWEEN THE REPORT LEVEL AND THE JUDGEMENT LEVEL IN OUR MIND IS THE CAUSE OF STRESS/HOSTILITY. ACTUALLY, THE DISCREPANCY BETWEEN POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE JUDGEMENT IN OUR MIND CREATE THIS STRESS. WE ARE NEITHER GOOD NOR BAD, BUT SINCE WE BELIEVE IN TWO VALUED LOGIC, WE ARE EITHER GOOD OR BAD.

SINCE NOT KNOWING WHAT REAL IS, WE BELIEVE THIS STORY WE HAVE TOLD OURSELVES ALL OUR LIFE, BECAUSE WE DON'T FORGET WHAT WE LEARN, LIKE LANGUAGE AND SKILLS. BUT THIS IS A STORY, SUBJECTIVE AND PERSONAL. WHEN WE COMMUNICATE, WE TELL THIS STORY. WE ARE NOT TALKING ABOUT OBJECTS, WE ARE TALKING ABOUT TOPICS.

LANGUAGE IS COLLECTIVE AGREEMENT WE SHARE WITH CULTURAL GROUP ENABLE US TO PLAY SOMETHING TOGETHER, LIKE OBSERVING RULES OF A GAME. BUT SINCE WE ARE IGNORANT, WE DON'T KNOW THAT WE CAN LEAVE THE GAME. WE WIN AND LOSE, WE GOT MANIPULATED AND VIOLATED WHEN PEOPLE DON'T PLAY THE RULES, WE CHEAT AND GOT CHEATED, PEOPLE DON'T PLAY BY THE RULES BUT PRETEND PLAYING BY THE RULES. THIS RULES CAN BE WRITTEN AND UNWRITTEN.

THERE ARE TWO KINDS OF AGREEMENT, LANGUAGE AND THE RULES FOR ACTION. LANGUAGE CAN BE MANIPULATED, LIKE MAGICWORDS. A WORD CAN HURT LIKE A KNIFE. THIS LINGUISTIC MANIPULATION CAN BE DANGEROUS FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW EVEN MORE DANGEROUS THAN ACTION. BUT, THOSE WHO BRAKE RULES FOR ACTION IS MORE DANGEROUS BECAUSE IT IS PHYSICAL

THERE IS PRIVATE AND PUBLIC LIFE. IN PRIVATE LIFE, WE DON'T HAVE TO FOLLOW THE RULES. WE CAN PLAY WITH OUR OWN RULES. HOWEVER, IN PUBLIC LIFE, WE HAVE TO PLAY BY THE RULES.

EVEN, IN PRIVATE, WE DON'T HAVE TO PLAY IF WE WANT. BUT IN PUBLIC, WE HAVE TO PLAY AND FOLLOW THE RULES.

SO, THE MENTAL AND SOCIAL DIMENSION IS INTRANETWORK SYSTEM INSIDE THE BIGGER DIMENSION. THE SMALLER CULTURAL GROUP HAS ITS OWN INTRANETWORK THAT IS PART OF BIGGER GROUP. EACH GROUP CONNECT INTERNETWORKLY WITH OTHER GROUP UNTIL THE LARGEST GROUP OF ALL, THE PHYSICAL UNIVERSE.

THIS INTRANETWORK AND INTERNETWORK IS PHYSICAL AND FLUCTUATE BASED ON SENSORIC AND LINGUISTIC INTERACTION/REACTION. NON SENTIENT AND PLANT USE PHYSICAL AND CHEMICAL INTERACTION/REACTION. ANIMAL USE PHYSICAL AND SENSORIC INTERACTION/REACTION. HUMAN USE PHYSICAL, SENSORIC, AND LINGUISTIC INTERACTION/REACTION TO CREATE THIS INTRANETWORK AND INTERNETWORK.

WHEN WE CAN STOP PLAYING THIS MIND AND SOCIAL GAMES, THERE IS MUCH MORE AMAZING GAME, THE GAME OF NATURE IN PHYSICAL WORLD. IN THIS GAME, THERE IS NO WIN OR LOSE, BECAUSE EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING IS A WINNER. THERE IS NO MANIPULATION OR CHEATING, THERE IS NO FEAR SHAME PITY. WE ARE OBSERVANT AND PARTICIPANT NOT PLAYER, NOTHING TO WIN NOTHING TO LOSE. THE PIE IS BIG ENOUGH FOR EVERYBODY. IT S A PROCESS OF BECOMING, BIRTH AND REBIRTH, UNINTERRUPTED CHANGE AND CONVERSION. THE ETERNAL HEARTBEAT OF THE UNIVERSE, THE DANCE AND MUSIC OF THE UNIVERSE.

PICTURES ARE PICTURES, LINES AND SPACE IN A FLAT CANVAS OF AN APPEARANCE OF OBJECTS. ALPHABET IS ALPHABET, CURVY LINES ON A FLAT CANVAS. A SOUND IS A SOUND. APPEARANCE OF AN OBJECT IS NOT THE OBJECT. THE NAME OF AN OBJECT IS DIFFERENT THAN THE APPEARANCE OF THE OBJECT AND ESPECIALLY THE OBJECT ITSELF. "THOUGHT" IS MADE UP OF INTENTIONAL MEANING. SENTENCE OR STORY IS MADE UP OF INTENTIONAL MEANING AND VERBAL CONTEXT.

INTERPRETATION OF WORDS WITH OTHER WORDS, INTERPRETATION OF PICTURE WITH WORDS, INTERPRETATION OF VIDEO WITH WORDS.

PICTURES AND VIDEO CAPTURE THE APPEARANCE OF AN OBJECT. PAINTING REQUIRES AN ARTIST SUBJECTIVE INTERPRETATION OF THE OBJECTS, CAPTURING THE APPEARANCE AND PRODUCING IT. WRITTEN AND ORAL COMMUNICATION IS A THREE STEPS PROCESS, CAPTURING THE APPEARANCE, PRODUCING IT IN MIND, PICK A SYMBOL/REPRESENTATION. THE SYMBOL = OBJECT

THOUGHT IS LIKE PAINTING AND LINGUISTIC COMMUNICATION, WHERE WE DON'T ONLY CAPTURE THE APPEARANCE, BUT WE ALSO PRODUCE IT AND USE SYMBOLIC SYSTEM.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

for-

FORGET - TO GET WITHOUT
FORGIVE - TO GIVE WITHOUT/CANCEL
FORSAKE - TO SAKE WITHOUT

A STUPID WILL NEITHER FORGIVE NOR FORGET, A NAIVE ONE WILL BOTH FORGIVE AND FORGET, BUT A WISE ONE WILL FORGIVE BUT NOT FORGET

FORGETTING IS A NATURAL REACTION WHEN INFORMATION IS UNABLE TO BE RECALLED. FORGIVING IS NOT A NATURAL REACTION AND REQUIRE A CONSCIOUS DECISION.

FORGETTING IS AMNESIA. FOOL ME ONCE SHAME ON YOU, FOOL ME TWICE SHAME ON ME.

WHEN WE GET VIOLATED, THERE IS NATURAL REACTION AND FURTHER ACTION. WE SHOULD NEVER FORGET THE NATURAL REACTION, BUT WE FORGIVE TO STOP FURTHER ACTION. FOR EX, WE GET UPSET AND THINKING ABOUT REVENGE OR HURTING THAT PERSON.

WE ARE A NATURAL GET-TER BUT NOT A NATURAL GIVER. WE HAVE TO LEARN TO SHARE OR TO GIVE SOMETHING. LIKE TO FOR-BID, FOR-SAKE (SHAKE) IS TO GIVE SOMETHING OR TO BE GIVEN. WE GIVE SOMETHING TO OURSELVES AND OTHERS, LIKE OBJECT, ALM OR PARDON. TO FORGIVE IS TO GIVE PARDON TO A PERSON'S BEHAVIOR BUT NOT TO FORGET THE BEHAVIORS.

WHAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN FORGIVING AND SUFFERING? CATHOLIC CHURCH CALL FORGIVENESS REDEMPTIVE SUFFERING. WE DON'T SUFFER OVER SOMETHING THAT WE DON'T FORGET. LIKE NON TRAUMATIC MEMORY. WE SUFFER FOR OUR TRAUMA OR OUR PERSONAL INJURY. FORGIVING IS TO GIVE MEDICINE FOR OUR INJURY.

SO, WE FORGIVE TO HEAL OUR TRAUMA, NOT BY PUTTING UNDER THE RUG OR TRYING TO FORGET OR REPRESS OR CLOSING OUR EYES.

WHAT IS TRAUMA? TRAUMA IS AN ADDITIONAL PAIN AS A RESULT OF INJURY. FOR EXAMPLE, IF I GET CUT YESTERDAY OR LAST WEEK, I CAN STILL FEEL THE PAIN OF THE WOUND TODAY. THE PAIN AND THE WOUND IS DIFFERENT THAN GETTING CUT. GETTING VIOLATED IS DIFFERENT THAN THE PAIN AND SUFFERING WE ENDURE FOR THE VIOLATION.

VIOLATION IS DIFFERENT THAN PUNISHMENT. WE DON'T FORGIVE AND FORGET THE VIOLATION BUT WE CAN FORGIVE THE PUNISHMENT. WE FORGIVE THE CONSEQUENCE.

SO WE DON'T FORGET GETTING CUT, BUT WE FORGIVE THE PAIN AND THE WOUND.

FORGIVING, FORGETTING, FORBIDDING, FORSAKING ALSO ABOUT SOMETHING AFTER IT HAPPEN. IF FORE- IS BEFORE IT HAPPEN, FOR- IS AFTER IT HAPPEN. FOREVER IS FORE-EVER.

FORGETTING IS ABOUT THE ACTION. FORGIVING IS ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCE, THE WOUND AND PUNISHMENT.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

HOSTILITY

HOSTILITY IS A SIGN OF LACK OF TRUST, ACT IN AND OUT
STRESS IS HOSTILITY, HOSTILITY TOWARD SELF
HOSTILITY HAS MANY NAME, FEAR, SHAME, EVEN SADNESS
THOSE EMOTION ARE REACTION TOWARD HOSTILITY THAT WE DIRECT TO SELF

WHAT WE THINK OR SAY IS WORDS OR THOUGHTS NOT EVENTS OR TERRITORY BUT PROMISE
WHAT A PERSON SAY I AM THIS PERSON, HE IS NOT DESCRIBING SELF, HE IS SAYING WHAT HE WANTS TO BE
PROMISE TO HURT IS A THREAT OR HOSTILITY.

HOSTILITY OR FRUSTRATION IS A WAY TO HIDE OUR HANDICAP/DISABILITY
OUR FEAR OF LOSING CONTROL OR POWER OR TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BY OTHERS
IF WE DON'T TRY TO HIDE ANYTHING WE DON'T GET HOSTILE
BUT WE WE DON'T KNOW BUT WE ARE EXPECTED TO KNOW, WE GET DEFENSIVE
WE BLAME OTHERS OR SELF WHEN WE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT WE ARE EXPECTED TO KNOW
A BABY GET FRUSTRATED NOT ONLY BY LACK OF FOOD, BUT ALSO BECAUSE HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO GET IT.
SO, IF WE TRY TO HIDE THAT OUR SKILLS IS LOWER THAN CHALLENGE, WE ARE SHAMEFUL
WE PRETEND THAT THE CHALLENGE IS LOWER THAN OUR SKILLS
BUT IF WE ARE EXPECTED AND ACCEPTED TO HAVE OUR SKILLS LOWER THAN CHALLENGE, WE ARE OKAY
TRUST IS A SKILLS. WHEN WE HAVE LOWER SKILLS THAN CHALLENGE WE HAVE LOW TRUST.

GROUP LABEL

I AM MY GROUP.
EACH GROUP HAS ITS OWN CULTURE, RULES, AND VALUE
THIS GROUP IS SOCIAL MADE
THIS GROUP HAS EITHER POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE VALUE
THIS SOCIAL CURRENCY IS WHAT WE COLLECT
TO BE WEALTHY OF LABEL OF POSITIVE VALUES.
SINCE WE ARE IGNORANT, WE CRAVE SOCIAL ACCEPTANCE AND APPROVAL
WE GO AFTER THESE GROUP MEMBERSHIP THAT HAS POSITIVE VALUES
OR WE PRETEND BY WEARING ITS SYMBOLS
WE EXPERIENCE ANXIETY AND SHAME IF WE BELONG TO THE GROUP THAT HAS NEGATIVE VALUES
OUR GREED GOES AFTER SUPERIOR GROUP, FAME, WEALTH, AND POWER
WE FEEL BETTER IF WE DO AND WE FEEL BAD IF WE DON'T BELONG TO THESE GROUPS
THAT'S OUR MENTAL SELF.

KALO SAYA HINA KAMU "KAMU JELEK, KURANG AJAR, BAJINGAN, ETC" SAYA SE BENERNYA SEDANG MASUKIN KAMU DALAM KELOMPOK SEBUAH GROUP YG MEMILIKI REPUTASI NEGATIF.

A PERSON WITH A LARGE EGO IS A PERSON WHO IS HOLDING TO HIS GROUP LABEL TIGHTLY, GREAT PERSON, CEO, THE BEST, PERFECT, ETC.

ALL THINGS IS A CATEGORY OR KELOMPOK. IF A PERSON IS A GROUP LABEL, THINGS HAS SYMBOL OR VALUE REPRESENTING SOMETHING ELSE. EVEN A GROUP LABEL IS A SYMBOL. THAT'S WHY ALL ACTION IS SYMBOLIC, IT HAS MEANING. ALL SYMBOLS HAVE MEANING.

SO EVERYTHING HAS A NAME AND SYMBOLIC VALUE/INFERENCE AND JUDGEMENT. THIS SYMBOLIC VALUE IS THE UTILIZATION/SUBJECTIVE MEANING. WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME. OUR EMOTION REACT TO THIS MEANING.

EVEN THE NAME ITSELF IS SYMBOLIC. LIKE A NAME OF A CHILD. ALL WORDS ARE SYMBOLS/SET OF SYMBOLS CALLED LANGUAGE, THAT WE AGREE TOGETHER TO REPRESENT "WHAT WE PERCEIVE".

HOWEVER, WHAT A PERSON PERCEIVE IS SUBJECTIVE AND PERSONAL WITH SOME CONVENTIONAL/AGREEMENT. IT'S A SYMBOL/GROUP LABEL WITH A PERSONAL TOUCH.

WE DON'T PERCEIVE THE OBJECT ITSELF. IT IS ABSURD. WE RELY ON BOTTOM UP PROCESS KNOWLEDGE TO SUPLEMENT WHAT WE SENSE. WE PERCEIVE AN OBJECT ONLY BE APPEARANCE. WE ONLY PERCEIVE PHENOMENA. MOST OF THE TIME, WE DON'T EVEN HAVE THE OBJECT/PHENOM, WE ONLY PERCEIVE THE NAME AND ITS STORY. BUT THE THOUGHT ITSELF IS A PHENOM BECAUSE IT IS AN EXPERIENCE.

WE CREATE STORY ABOUT A PHENOMENON, EVEN A STORY ABOUT THE STORY. THIS IS MEMORY. THE FIRST STORY IS USUALLY OBJECTIVE OR HAS LOW ABSTRACTION, THE SECOND STORY IS USUALLY HAS MORE INFERENCE AND JUDGEMENT AND HAS HIGHER ABSTRACTION. IT IS MORE SUBJECTIVE.

WE SENSE APPEARANCE OF AN OBJECT, WE DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW THE SUBSTANCE OF AN OBJECT, WE USUALLY CREATE IT, OR EVEN PERSONALIZE OR ANTHROMORPH IT.

SENSING IS THE FIRST STAGE, OUR CONTACT WITH ENVIRONMENT. THIS IS A BIOCHEMICAL ELECTRONICAL PHYSICAL PROCESS. NEXT STAGE IS WE GIVE A NAME, "THIS IS AN APPLE", EXTENTIONAL MEANING BY POINTING TO THE OBJECT. THE NEXT STAGE IS REPLACING THE OBJECT WITH THE NAME ONLY, NAME WITH ABSENT OBJECT. THE NEXT STAGE IS CREATE A STORY BEHIND IT, THE INFERENCE AND JUDGEMENT, PERSONALIZE IT.

EVEN IN THE FIRST STAGE, WE DON'T ACTUALLY "SENSE" THE SUBSTANCE OF AN OBJECT, WE DON'T KNOW THE SUBSTANCE. OUR SENSE BY ITSELF IS BLIND. OUR VISION CANNOT FEEL TEXTURE OR HEAR SOUND OR TASTE/SMELL. VISION ONLY SEE APPEARANCE OF AN OBJECT, HEARING ONLY HEAR THE FINAL PRODUCT OF RECOGNIZABLE SOUND/NOISE. BECAUSE ALL APPEARANCE IS THE FINAL PRODUCT OF PERCEPTION PROCESS THAT WAS CONSCIOUSED AND EXPERIENCED. WE ONLY SEE WHAT WE RECOGNIZE. WE ONLY SEE WHAT WE WANT TO SEE OR HAS BEEN PROGRAMMED TO SEE. OUR MIND CREATE OUR PERCEPTION, OUR VISION, HEARING, ETC. WE ACTUALLY SEE AN OBJECT IN OUR MIND, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IN THE ENVIRONMENT. OUR EYES ONLY CATCH 3 COLORS AND DEPTH.

SO MOST OF OUR PERCEPTION IS BOTTOM UP. VISION DON'T MAKE CONTACT WITH OBJECTS, OUR EYES ONLY MAKE CONTACT WITH LIGHT/REFLECTION OF LIGHT. LIKEWISE WITH HEARING. VISION IS THE ONLY SENSE THAT PERCEIVE THE WHOLE OBJECT, HEARING, TOUCHING, TASTING, AND SMELLING ALL SENSE ATTRIBUTE OF OBJECTS, LIKE HOW IT SOUND, TASTE, SMELL, ETC. BUT EVEN VISION ONLY SEE HOW IT APPEAR.

SO FIRST THERE IS PHYSICAL CHEMICAL ELECTRONICAL CONTACT WITH ENERGY, LIKE LIGHT, SOUND. SECOND, THERE IS PHYSICAL CHEMICAL ELECTRONICAL BIOLOGICAL REACTION/PROCESS IN OUR BODY "PERCEPTION" THAT PROCESS THE "SENSE INFORMATION". THE FIRST STAGE IS BIOLOGICAL/UNINTERRUPTED, THE SECOND STAGE IS ALSO UNINTERRUPTED BUT WE CAN BE AWARE OF THE CONTENT. THIS IS CONSCIOUSNESS/AWARENESS. THIS CONTENT IS OUR MENTAL WORLD.

 SO, ALL OUR SENSES ONLY GIVES US PHENOMENA. WHAT WE CALL EXPERIENCE IS THIS PHENOMENA, PRESENT AND ABSENT OBJECTS, AND THE STORY OF THE PHENOMENA, THE PRIVATE AND PUBLIC MEANING, PERSONAL AND CULTURAL MEANING. "THIS IS AN APPLE" IS A PHENOMENA.

LADDER OF ABSTRACTION OF AN OBJECT:
1. THE OBJECT (UNKNOWN PHYSICALCHEMICAL BIOLOGICAL REACTION)
2. PERCEIVED OBJECT PHENOMENON
3. NAME OF THE OBJECT
4. THE GROUP LABEL
5. HIGHER GROUP LABEL
6. ETC

ABSTRACTION AND CLASSIFICATION INVOLVES SIMILARIZING.

EXPERIENCE IS NOT ABSOLUTE BECAUSE WE DON'T "EXPERIENCE" REALITY. EXPERIENCE IS SUBJECTIVE AND SELECTIVE. IT IS THE FINAL PRODUCT OF CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS SLOWER, IT IS REFLECTION. OUR WORLD IS NOT THE EARTH. IT'S THE SECOND PROCESS. IT IS NOT THE ORIGINAL REACTION/PROCESS. MOST OF US LIVE IN THIS SECOND PROCESS BUT BELIEVE THAT IT IS THE FIRST/ORIGINAL PROCESS. THIS IS SUFFERING.

SYMBOLS ARE THE PRODUCTS OF COGNITION. EMOTIONAL REACTION IS SIGNAL REACTION, IT IS NOT FIT IN SYMBOLIC WORLD. HUMAN LIVE IN SIGNAL WORLD.

"WHEN WE WORK, WE SIGN CONTRACT TO MEET OUR NEEDS FOR LIFE. THIS IS CIVILIZATION, WE DON'T LIVE IN NATURAL WORLD, WE LIVE IN ARTIFACTS WORLD. WE HAVE BEEN DOMESTICATED TO LIVE WITH THE SYSTEM. THE SYSTEMS ARE MANMADE FROM HISTORY. WE THINK ABOUT FUTURE INCOME AND PAYMENTS."

PSYCHOLOGY RELIGION PHILOSOPHY IS SCIENCE OF WISDOM/ILMU KEBIJAKSANAAN. SPIRITUALITY ADALAH ILMU KEBAJIKAN.