Solitude

solitude is where a person feels home
because solitude is a comfort zone
where he is in his natural animal environment
where he is competent when he is by himself
competent is comfort
for extrovert, solitude from external environment
for introvert, solitude from internal environment
extrovert has more competent interpersonal skills
introvert has more competent intrapersonal skills
healthy see things, normal sees events, unhealthy see people
personal, unprocessed, imagined

i m too self conscious to be social
focus on competent self and skills
alone self and breathing and basic skills
basic self go back home, prodigal son
be native, like native language, language learned by our nature
rather than conscious skills
we learn from the world never to be satisfied
born when walk, walk when run, run when talk, talk when go to school
WHEN is expectation
mind is naturally brainwashed to be unhappy
to think about what we don't have, we can't do