Tuesday, January 15, 2013

AUTISM

INTERNAL DYSYNCRONIZATION, EXTERNAL DYSINCRONIZATION

DEVELOPMENT:
1. INTELLECTUAL
2. MOTIVATION AND EMOTION
3. SPEECH AND LANGUAGE
4. MOTORIC
5. SOCIAL
6. GENERIC
7. SKILLS
8. STUDYING SKILLS
8. SOLVING PROBLEMS

IS AUTISM IN THE STATE OF PRE VISION WHERE THEY RELY MORE ON PRE VISION SENSES? THEY LACK VISION AND VERBAL PROCESSING. THEY SEE SOMETHING BUT THEY CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITH WHAT THEY SEE, LIKE BEING IN THE AUDIENCE WATCHING THE THEATER. PASSIVE VISION. VISION AND VERBAL OBJECTS ARE JUST SOMETHING TO WATCH AND NOT TO PARTICIPATE.

ANIMALS SEE BUT THEY DON'T PROCESS WHAT THEY SEE. THEY DON'T CREATE PICTURE FROM TOP BOTTOM PROCESS TO COMPLETE THE NEW DATA. THEY ONLY SEE DATA.

AUTISM ONLY SEE VISUAL DATA, MOVEMENT AND DEPTH IS WHAT GET THEIR ATTENTION. THEY ARE MINDBLIND AND FEELINGDEAF. VERBAL WORDS ARE DATA NOT THE CONTENT. THEY DON'T HEAR THE MESSAGE IN THE SPEECH, THEY ONLY HEAR SOUND THAT HAS BEEN CONDITIONED WITH BEHAVIORAL REACTION. THEIR VISION AND AUDITORY SENSES ARE LIKE TOUCH/SENSE/SMELL DATA BASED SENSES. THEY TRIGGER SIGNAL REACTION, FASTER REACTION THAN SYMBOLIC REACTION. THE OPPOSITE, OUR TOUCH/SENSE/SMELL SENSE REACTION ARE LIKE VISION/AUDITORY INFORMATION BASED REACTION, SYMBOLIC BASED, MIND PERCEPTION BASED WHERE WE PROCESS THE DATA INTO INFORMATION AND REACT TO THE INFORMATION.

IS AUTISM A REGRESSION BACK TO LOWER LEVEL OF EVOLUTION? 

OR IS OVEREXCITABLE SENSUAL, EMOTIONAL AND MOTOR THAT LEAD TO SENSUAL AND MOTOR STIMULI OVERLOAD? 

THAT DELAY COGNITION AND VERBAL DEVELOPMENT?

VERBAL IS INFORMATION, COGNITION TO UNDERSTAND THE INFORMATION THAT LEADS TO RE-COGNITION. WHAT USE IS INFORMATION WITHOUT THE UNDERSTANDING, LIKE WHAT USE IS THE UNDERSTANDING WITHOUT THE INFORMATION.

DUE TO STIMULI OVERLOAD, DATA DOESN'T TURN INTO INFORMATION. IT DOESN'T RECOGNIZED OR DECODE.

AUTISM DOESN'T ENCODE/DECODE DATA TO INFORMATION. IT USE SIGNAL TO CONTROL ENVIRONMENT.

Monday, January 14, 2013

PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTOR 2

WHAT IS PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTOR BUT MIND VISUAL IMAGE MEMORY OR VERBAL SPEECH LANGUAGE AND GO FROM LESS ABSTRACT TO MORE ABSTRACT.
OUT OF THIS TWO WE INTERPRET AND IDENTIFY AND MAKE THEM COME TO LIFE AND WE CALL THEM OUR WORLD AND LIFE.
AT THE SAME TIME, WE ALSO INTERPRET OUR BODY SIGNAL AND CALL IT SELF.
THESE THREE STIMULI IS WHAT WE CALL LIFE.

BY THE POWER OF WORDMAGIC, WE TURN VERBAL SPEECH OR WORDS INTO OBJECT. THE SAME REASON WITH IMAGEMAGIC, WE TURN IMAGE INTO OBJECT AND BELIEVE THAT IT'S REAL.

IN A NATURAL WORLD, LIFE IS FILLED WITH PHYSICAL MOVEMENT AND ACTION. BUT IN HUMAN WORLD, LIFE IS FILLED WITH CONVERSATION AND THINKING. IN FACT, MOST OF OUR LIFE IS SPENT NOT IN ACTION BUT IN SENSING, ESPECIALLY SEEING AND HEARING. WE DON'T ACTUALLY SEEING/WATCHING TV OR LISTENING TO SONGS OR PEOPLE'S SPEECH, WE DO IT BECAUSE IT IS AN ACTIVITY. WE SEE OR LISTEN TO OUR THOUGHTS THAN WE DO EXTERNALLY. WHEN WE LISTEN TO A CONVERSATION, WE ARE THINKING OF FEEDBACK OR WHAT TO SAY NEXT.
BUT, WITHOUT OUR AWARENESS, WE LIVE IN VERBAL SEMANTIC WORLD OR VISUAL WORLD AND THINK THAT IT'S REAL. WE DON'T QUESTION THE SUPERFICIALITY OF THOSE WORLD. THE ILLUSION OF BEING REAL BUT NOT REAL. THIS UNREAL WORLD IS VERY FRAGILE AND CAN GET EASILY MANIPULATED AND CAUSE SUFFERING. THIS IS HOW WE GET CULTURALLY CONDITIONED. WE ARE TRICKED TO BUY SOMETHING WE DON'T NEED, TO DO SOMETHING WE DON'T WANT TO DO, TO BE SOMEONE WE ARE NOT AND SUFFERING IS THE RESULT.

WE OVERIDENTIFY WITH THIS VERBAL/IMAGE CONTENT AND THINK THAT IT'S REAL NOT KNOWING THAT THERE IS NO ACCIDENT IN HUMAN AFFAIR. PEOPLE ARE SMART TO CHOREOGRAPH AND SCAM OTHERS FOR ONE ADVANTAGE, LIKE ANIMAL'S COURTING TO ATTRACT AND FIGHTING BEHAVIOR TO KILL OTHERS. HUMAN HOWEVER IS MORE SUBTLE AND CUNNING IN CONNING OTHERS. THEY USE LANGUAGE AND MANIPULATING SEMANTIC ENVIRONMENT TO INFLUENCE OTHERS' BEHAVIOR. MANIPULATION IS THE SUBTLE AND MORE DANGEROUS FIGHTING BEHAVIOR. PEOPLE'S BEHAVIOR AND SPEECH ARE LIKE TV SHOW THAT HAS BEEN DESIGNED COREOGRAPHED, AND EDITED FOR CONTENT. IT WAS CREATED BY TEAM CREATIVE TO SEDUCE AND ENTERTAIN. WE CAN SEE THIS CLEARLY IN DIGITAL WRITING COMMUNICATION ESPECIALLY ON INTERNET.

OUR PSYCHOLOGICAL LIFE IS ABSTRACT ABSENT-OBJECTS SYMBOLIC, CONSCIOUS CONTENT EDITED, INTELLIGENT AND DESIGN WORLD, INFORMATION PROCESSED. NATURAL LIFE IS PRESYMBOLIC, ACTION FOCUSED.

NATURE SPEND MORE TIME IN ACTION THAN COMMUNICATING, HUMAN SPEND MORE TIME COMMUNICATING THAN IN ACTION.

PSYCHOLOGICAL SUFFERING

IN ADDITION TO BIOLOGICAL SATISFACTION SHARED WITH OTHER SENTIENT BEINGS, HUMAN ARE CAPABLE OF PLEASURE UNKNOWN TO THE NON HUMAN CREATURES, THE MANIPULATION OF CHEMICAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL REACTION THAT BRING OUT PLEASURE HORMONE.

IN ADDITION TO BIOLOGICAL FRUSTRATION, HUMAN IS ALSO CAPABLE OF CHEMICAL FRUSTRATION TO EXTERNAL CHEMICAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL STIMULI. WE CALL THIS THE PSYCHOLOGICAL SUFFERING.

OTHER THAN THE CHEMICAL, OTHER PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTORS ARE SOCIAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL PAIN/SUFFERING.

OTHER THAN BEING PHYSICAL, HUMAN BEING IS ALSO A PSYCHOLOGICAL BEING WHO DIFFER FROM ANIMALS LIKE HEAVEN AND EARTH.
IT S LIKE WE LIVE IN ANOTHER DIMENSION AND WE DO LIVE IN ANOTHER DIMENSION. WE LIVE IN OUR HEAD. WE LIVE IN THE WORLD THAT WE CREATE IN OUR HEAD AND THIS IS OUR PSYCHOLOGICAL WORLD. AT THE SAME TIME, OUR BODY LIVE IN PHYSICAL WORLD.

ABSTRACTLY, WE SHARE COLLECTIVE WORLD LIKE LANGUAGE, THE NAME OF OBJECTS. BUT CONCRETELY, WE EACH DIFFER. NO ONE HAS THE SAME EXPERIENCE LIKE NO ONE HAS THE SAME FINGER PRINT.

CONFUSING THIS COLLECTIVE AND INDIVIDUAL CREATE SO MANY PROBLEMS OF ABSOLUTE THAT OTHERS SHOULD BELIEVE WHAT I BELIEVE. CONFUSING PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND COLLECTIVE EXPERIENCE. THE OPPOSITE IS ALSO TRUE, DENYING OF COLLECTIVE EXPERIENCE THAT WE ARE BUT OUR INDIVIDUAL OPINIONS.

OTHER THAN OUR BODY THAT FOLLOWS LAWS OF NATURE, GROWTH AND DECAY, BIRTH AND DEATH, WE HAVE A PSYCHOLOGICAL LIFE THAT DEFY LAWS OF NATURE. PSYCHOLOGICAL LIFE FOLLOWS SOCIAL AND VERBAL RULES. IT IS LOGICAL, SYMBOLIC, AND GROUP BASED. IT IS PERMANENT AND SOLID/UNCHANGED. IT USE "SELF" AS MASTER OF ITS UNIVERSE AND SUFFERING IS THE RESULT. SUFFERING IS THE INTERACTION BETWEEN THE PSYCHOLOGICAL WORLD AND THE BIOLOGICAL/PHYSICAL WORLD. THAT'S WHAT BUDDHA FIND OUT. ENLIGHTENMENT IS NOT THE END OF SICK, OLD, AND DEATH. THEY STILL DO HAPPEN, BUT SUFFERING IS HOW WE VIEW THE SICK, OLD, AND DEATH. WE CAN'T DESTROY THE BIOPHYSICAL BODY LIKE SOME FANATICS DO OR DESTROY THE PSYCHOLOGICAL WORLD LIKE SOME HEDONIST DO "DON'T THINK, JUST ENJOY" "GET REAL" KIND OF PEOPLE. BUT WE FIND MIDDLE GROUND, THE MIDDLE WAY. NOT TO OVERPSYCHOLOGICAL OR TO OVERPHYSICAL AND TO UNDERPSYCHOLOGICAL OR UNDERPHYSICAL. NOT TO FILL THE MIND AND IGNORE THE BODY AND VICE VERSA. NOT TO INCREASE OF IDEALISM OR SUCCUMB TO OUR BODILY DESIRE. BUT TO DECREASE OUR IDEALISM AND GET IN TOUCH WITH OUR BODY. TO COMBINE THE TWO, TO LEARN FROM THE BODY, TO ACT FROM OUR MIND.

WE ALWAYS MUST CONSIDER PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTOR WHEN DEALING WITH HUMAN. EVEN, WE MUST CONSIDER THIS FACTOR FIRST BEFORE CONSIDERING PHYSICAL FACTOR. IN TREATMENT, WE CONSIDER THE BIOLOGICAL FACTOR FIRST THAN PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTOR, BUT WE ALWAYS HAVE TO CONSIDER PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTOR. THE STIGMA, THE "SELF", THE PERSONALITY, THE PEER GROUP, THE RELATIONSHIP, THE GROUP, FAMILY, THE SOCIAL ENVIRONMENT.

ABSTRACT AND CONCRETE

IMAGINATION OR FANTASY WORLD IS ABSTRACTION OF OUR EXPERIENCE
FOR AN ABSTRACT PERSON, DEALING WITH CONCRETE INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL FACTOR IS NOT COMFORTABLE
FOR CONCRETE PERSON, DEALING WITH ABSTRACT INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL FACTOR IS NOT COMFORTABLE

THE SAME WAY WITH LOGICAL AND FEELING TYPE PERSON, EXTROVERT AND INTROVERT, AND PERCEPTION AND JUDGEMENT TYPE.

THE SHADOW IS OUTSIDE OF ONE'S COMFORT ZONE.
COMFORT ZONE IS OUR DOMINANT PERSONALITY.

LIVING OUTSIDE OF COMFORT ZONE ZAP OUR PSYCHOLOGICAL STAMINA, LIKE CLIMBING UP TAKES MORE GAS FOR A CAR.

FOR INTROVERT, STOP FIXING ONESELF
FOR EXTROVERT, STOP FIXING OTHERS
FOR LOGICAL, STOP ANALIZING
FOR EMPATHETIC, STOP BEING OVERSENSITIVE
FOR INTUITION, STOP DREAMING
FOR SENSE, OPEN YOURSELF
FOR PERCEPTION, START ACTING
FOR JUDGING, OBSERVE MORE

MEDITATION 2

WE GET CAUGHT IN OUR OWN FANTASY MOVIE THAT WE CREATE
THE INTROVERT WORLD THAT WE LIVE IN
WHERE I AM GREAT AND POWERFUL AND HAS UTMOST CONTROL OF MYSELF AND ENVIRONMENT WHERE I ACHIEVE FANTASY SELF ACTUALIZATION
I HAVE SOLVED ALL THE PROBLEM AND IS ABLE TO SOLVE ALL CHALLENGES, POPULAR, WANTED, POWERFUL, WEALTHY, THE IDEAL SELF I WANT TO BE

HOWEVER, THIS DREAM CAN TURN INTO NIGHTMARE BECAUSE OF EXTERNAL FACTORS, THE REAL WORLD
THE FANTASY HAS DISTORTED THE VALUE OF WHAT IS TO MY PREFERENCE, MY WORLD
WHAT I ENJOY IS LIVING THE FANTASY WORLD IN THE MIND AND IT IS DIFFERENT THAN WHAT I AM DOING IN THE PHYSICAL WORLD
PHYSICAL ACTIVITIES GET IN THE WAY OF THE FAVORITE ACTIVITY
THE MORE I SPEND TIME AND ATTACH TO THE FANTASY ACTIVITY, THE SMALLER MY COMFORT ZONE IS.

I GET MORE UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN I AM OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE AND GET MY ENERGY USED UP VERY QUICKLY FOR THE WEAR AND TEAR, LIKE ASKING A RIGHTHANDED TO WRITE LEFTHANDED.

THIS NIGHTMARE IS ANYTHING THAT IS NOT IN MY COMFORT ZONE
THE MAINTENANCE PHASE IN THE CHANGE PROCESS THAT I GO THROUGH
THE SMALLER MY COMFORT ZONE, THE BIGGER THE NIGHTMARE
THE CURSE OF AN INTROVERT

THE EXTROVERT TENDS TO CONTROL OTHERS AND ENVIRONMENT WITH LACK OF WISDOM, THE INTROVERT AVOID OTHERS AND ENVIRONMENT AND PLAY IN SIMULATION ROOM TO CONTROL THEIR HARDWARE AND ENVIRONMENT

EXTROVERT CONTROL SELF BY CONTROLLING OTHERS, INTROVERT CONTROL OTHERS BY CONTROLLING SELF

THE NIGHTMARE FOR INTROVERT IS WHEN THEY MUST GO OUT AND DO ACTIVITY AND RELATE TO OTHERS, ESPECIALLY WITH NOT SO CLOSE FRIENDS AND UNFAMILIAR PLACES AND INCOMPETENCE ACTIVITIES. 

THE NIGHTMARE FOR THE EXTROVERT IS WHEN THEY MUST GO IN AND GET CLOSE AND PERSONAL WITH FAMILIAR PEOPLE AND FAMILIAR PLACES OR UNCHALLENGE ACTIVITIES.

WE EXPERIENCE NIGHTMARE WHEN THE EXTROVERT WORLD DON'T FIT OUR PREFERENCE IN MAINTENANCE PHASE, WHEN THE EXTERNAL FACTORS DON'T FIT OUR EXPECTATION, WHEN THE EXTERNAL WORLD DON'T FIT OUR INTERNAL FANTASY. WE EXPERIENCE LESS CONTROL OF EXTERNAL FACTORS THAN WE DO IN OUR FANTASY. INTROVERT WILL TRY TO CONTROL SELF MORE TO CONTROL ENVIRONMENT WHERE EXTROVERT WILL CONTROL THE ENVIRONMENT. INTROVERT FEELS THAT THEY STILL LACK POWER TO CONTROL.

THIS IS ALSO CAUSED BY BEING PART OF SOCIAL SYSTEM THAT HAS DIFFERENT AGENDA THAN INDIVIDUAL. SOCIAL SYSTEM USE STANDARDIZED RULES AND COMMITMENT THAT HAS DIFFERENT RHYTHM THAN OUR FLUCTUATED BODY, LIKE RELATIONSHIP, EMPLOYMENT, SOCIAL ACTIVITIES. WE ALSO DEAL WITH OTHERS THAT HAS FLUCTUATED BODY THAT HAS DIFFERENT RHYTHM WITH OUR INDIVIDUAL BODY. A MOTHER TELL HER SON TO DO SOMETHING WHEN HE DOESN'T WANT TO, A TEACHER TEACH A STUDENT WHEN HE DOESN'T WANT TO. IT IS NOT A QUESTION OF THAT HE DOESN'T WANT TO, BUT WHEN. MY BOSS WANT ME TO DO SOMETHING WHEN I DON'T WANT TO.

WE ALSO HAVE DIFFERENT PREFERENCE. MY BOSS MAY ASK ME TO DO SOMETHING THAT I DON'T WANT TO. MY SPOUSE LIKE TO DO SOMETHING THAT I DON'T LIKE AND VICE VERSA.

THIS EXTERNAL FACTORS CREATE NIGHTMARE MORE FOR THE INTROVERT. FOR THE EXTROVERT, THE NIGHTMARE MAY BE FELT BY THE OTHERS WHO IS CHANGED BY THE EXTROVERT. EXTROVERT SOLVE PROBLEMS BY CHANGING OTHERS OR FIXING OTHERS AND ADDING SOMETHING NEW. INTROVERT SOLVE PROBLEMS BY CHANGING SELF OR FIXING SELF OR ADDING SELF. SO, EXTROVERT FEELS THAT OTHERS ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY PROBLEMS WHERE INTROVERT FEELS THAT I FEEL RESPONSIBLE FOR OTHERS PROBLEMS.

A BOY WHO FANTASIZE TO BE SUPERHERO AND IDENTIFY WITH THE SUPERHERO IS TRYING TO DEAL WITH HIS ENVIRONMENT. THIS IS THE INTROVERT WAY OF SUPERSIZE ONE SELF TO OVERCONTROL THE ENVIRONMENT. THE EXTROVERT CHILD WILL JUST SCREAM TO UNDERSIZE OTHERS.

THE INTROVERT WILL SPEND FUTILE WAYS TO SUPERSIZE ONESELF AND EXTROVERT WILL TRY TO UNDERSIZE OTHERS UNTIL THEY LEARN TO SEPARATE BOUNDARY BETWEEN SELF AND OTHERS. THIS SYMBIOTIC EXISTENCE IS PART OF DEVELOPMENT WHERE THE WAR OF LIFE HAPPENS. THIS IS WHERE WE USE OUR MASK AND SHELL TO PROTECT OURSELVES.

WE MUST LEARN THAT WE CAN CONTROL OURSELVES BUT NOT OTHERS. WE ARE NOT CREATED THAT WAY. INTROVERT MUST LEARN THAT THEY DON'T HAVE TO SUPERSIZE THEMSELVES TO CONTROL OTHERS. AND EXTROVERT MUST LEARN THAT THEY DON'T CONTROL SELF BY CONTROLLING OTHERS.

HAVE A BOUNDARY BETWEEN SELF AND ENVIRONMENT, BETWEEN SELF AND OTHERS. WE CAN ONLY MEET OUR OWN NEEDS, IT'S NOT THE SAME AS CONTROLLING OURSELF. DON'T OVERCONTROL OURSELVES.

WE USE SYMBOLIC GESTURE WHEN WE ACT TALK. WE EXPRESS SYMBOL THAT HAS MEANING/CONNOTATION. POLITENESS AND MANNER IS AN EXAMPLE OF THIS GESTURE. PEOPLE USE THIS GESTURE FOR TWO PURPOSE AS OIL TO SMOOTH RELATIONSHIP OR TO HIDE SOMETHING. SMOOTHING RELATIONSHIP CAN BE A SCAM TO SPEED UP GOING UP LADDER OF RELATIONSHIP. IN A WAY, I'D LIKE TO TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE POLITE OR ACT NICE TO ME, JUST DON'T VIOLATE ME. SEE THE PRESYMBOLIC GESTURE BEYOND THE SYMBOLIC MEANING/CONNOTATION. SOME PEOPLE CONFUSE WHEN THEY ACT NICE AND POLITE BUT RECEIVE A REGULAR FEEDBACK. THEY THINK THAT BY ACTING EXTRA NICE THEY SHOULD GET EXTRA PLATE OF FOOD.

FOR AN ABSTRACT PERSON, FOCUS ON BREATH TO GO BACK TO CONCRETE SENSE FOR FEELING IS ABSTRACT INTERNAL SENSE AND MIND IS ABSTRACT EXTERNAL SENSE. NUMB THE FEELING AND MIND BY FOCUSING ON THE BREATH.

FOR A CONCRETE PERSON, FOCUS ON THE BREATH TO GET IN TOUCH WITH NATURAL RHYTHM OF LIFE TO BE LESS RIGID AND OVERCONCRETE.

FOR INTROVERT, FOCUSING ON BREATH TO GET IN TOUCH WITH BODY AND LESS WITH MIND AND FEELING

FOR EXTROVERT, FOCUSING ON BREATH TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ITSELF RATHER THAN OTHERS AND ENVIRONMENT

FOR LOGICAL, FOCUSING ON BREATH TO GET IN TOUCH WITH NATURAL RHYTHM AND LESS WITH LOGIC

FOR FEELING, FOCUSING ON BREATH TO NEUTRALIZE TO NATURAL RHYTHM RATHER THAN HIJACKED BY FEELING

FOR PERCEPTION TYPE, FOCUSING ON BREATH TO SEE ACTION IN MOTION

FOR JUDGEMENT TYPE, FOCUSING ON BREATH TO LEARN TO OBSERVE

BY OBSERVING BREATH, OUR NATURAL SELF WILL MAKE APPEARANCE.
FOR INTROVERT, THE EXTROVERT WILL APPEAR
FOR EXTROVERT, THE INTROVERT WILL APPEAR
FOR THINKER, THE FEELING WILL APPEAR
FOR FEELER, THE THINKING WILL APPEAR
FOR CONCRETE, ABSTRACT WILL APPEAR
FOR ABSTRACT, CONCRETE WILL APPEAR
FOR PERCEPTION, THE JUDGE WILL APPEAR
FOR JUDGING, THE PERCEPTION WILL APPEAR

THE UNDERDEVELOPED IS ASKING TO APPEAR. OUR WORST NIGHTMARE. OUR SHADOW. OUTSIDE OF OUR COMFORT ZONE. BY DEVELOPING THIS UNDERDEVELOPED, WE BECOME MORE FLEXIBLE AND OPENMINDED.


ABSTRACT EXTROVERT ARE SOCIAL, HUMANITY, SPIRITUAL LEADERS
ABSTRACT INTROVERT ARE ARTIST, PHILOSOPHERS, AND HEALER



Sunday, January 13, 2013

MEDITATION

TO CLOSE OUR MIND AND FEELING
TO BECOME MINDBLIND AND FEELING DEAF.
AND TO OPEN OUR SENSES.
TO STOP RECOGNIZING THE REACTIONS AND BE STILL
TO JUMP FROM ONE ACTIVITY TO THE NEXT
INTROVERT INTERNAL ACTIVITY IN THE MIND
EXTROVERT BUSY ON THE OUTSIDE
INTROVERT BUSY ON THE INSIDE
COMPULSIVELY PLAYING WITH ITS OWN IMAGINATION

A PARABLE OF AN EMPLOYER WHO GIVES SALARY TO HIS EMPLOYEES. THE EMPLOYEE WHO WORK 10 HOURS RECEIVE THE SAME AMOUNT AS THE EMPLOYEE WHO WORK 1 HOURS.
THE EMPLOYEE COMPLAIN BECAUSE IT IS NOT FAIR TO WORTH 10 HOURS LIKE 1 HOUR.
HOWEVER, IT IS FAIR BECAUSE IT IS FREE GIFT LIKE IF I LOAN MONEY TO PEOPLE, I DON'T CARE WHO I GIVE IT TO AND HOW MUCH. NO ONE WHO RECEIVE GIFT FROM ME CAN COMPLAIN THAT HIS NEIGHBOR RECEIVE LESS THAN HE IS BECAUSE I GIVE IT FOR FREE.

ENLIGHTENMENT IS TO BREAK OUT OF CONSCIOUSNESS PERSONALITY SHELL
WE GET CAUGHT IN A DREAM OR NIGHTMAR

IF MIND IS LIKE EYES, OUT THOUGHTS IS VISION
THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT VISION IS RECEIVED, THOUGHTS MUST BE CREATED
THINKING IS ANOTHER SENSE EXPERIENCE THAT COMPLETE OUR PERCEPTION
INTROVERT BELIEVE THIS MIND THAT THE REAL THING

THOUGHT AND EMOTION HAVE ADDITIONAL FUNCTION OTHER THAN BEING A SENSOR, THEY REACT.
THEY ARE CREATED AND REACT
FEELING AND THOUGHTS ARE OUR CONSCIOUS EMOTION AND MIND
ACTUALLY, EVEN OUR SENSES REACT
SO OUR SENSES AND PERCEPTION ARE OUR REACTION TO ENVIRONMENT

CONSCIOUSNESS IS ALL DIFFERENT MATTER. IT IS A SENSE OF WAKEFULNESS, RECOGNIZING ENVIRONMENT, AND HAVING MANUAL CONTROL OVER OUR MOTORIC. IT IS A SENSE OF NOT AUTOMATIC. OUR CONSCIOUSNESS GIVES US STATIC PERCEPTION AND SENSE DUE TO MULTICONNECTION IN OUR BRAIN, LIKE WE PERCEIVE MOVEMENT BUT WE DON'T PERCEIVE CHANGE WELL. WE USE STATIC SYMBOLS THAT GIVES APPEARANCE OF PERMANENCE AND UNCHANGED.

PERSONALITY DISYNCHRONIZATION

PERSONALITY IS OUR CONSCIOUS EXPERIENCE OF OUR PERSONALITY. THERE IS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FREUD STRUCTURE OF PERSONALITY OF ID, EGO, AND SUPEREGO AND THE PERSONALITY TYPE, HOW WE EXPERIENCE OUR PERSONALITY.
TO LIVE A CIVILIZED HUMAN WORLD, WE HAVE TO USE OUR CONSCIOUS PERSONALITY
 

WE HAVE FOUR PREFERENCE OF PERSONALITY: DOMINANT, AUX, TERTIARY AND SHADOW.
THE FOUR PERSONALITY IS OUR COMPLETE PSYCHOLOGICAL PROFILE AS A PERSON. WHEN DIVIDED, THEY ARE CALLED PERSONALITY.

WHEN INCOMPLETE, THEY ARE OVER OR UNDERDEVELOPED. ENVIRONMENT DISTORT THE DEVELOPMENT OF THESE PERSONALITY
BY OVERDEVELOPING ONE PERSONALITY AND UNDERDEVELOP OTHERS. MOSTLY, WE OVERDEVELOP OUR DOMINANT PERSONALITY SINCE IT IS OUR MOST COMFORTABLE AND CONSCIOUS.

FOR EXAMPLE, THE OVERDEVELOPMENT OF INTERNAL FEELING MAKES A PERSON HAS POOR IMAGINATION, PRACTICAL KNOWLEDGE, AND SENSE OF REALITY.

FI - NE - SI - TE - TI - SE - NI - FE

INTERNAL FEELING - 1ST
EXTERNAL INTUITION - 2ND
INTERNAL SENSE- 3RD
EXTERNAL THINKING - 4TH
INTERNAL THINKING - 5TH
EXTERNAL SENSE - 6TH
INTERNAL INTUITION -7TH
EXTERNAL FEELING. - 8TH

EFNJ - TEACHER