Friday, February 15, 2013

thoughts random

Raise your words, not voice, it's the rain that grow flower not the thunder - Rumi

If a person is angry at you and you become angry, then his anger become yours
if a person is angry at you and you don't become angry, the anger returns to him

if a person is happy and you become happy, then his happiness becomes yours
if a person is happy and you don't become happy, that it will return to him

Valentine Wish 2013

May you find the love of your life
The one who sees you as the love of his life
The one who you can't live without and who can't live without you
The one who turns your world upside down but also keeps you sane at the same time
The one who gives you a good reason to wake up in the morning and come home to at night
The one who likes your pretty smile but also loves your soul
The one who appreciates your goodness but also embraces your weakness
The one who can laugh together with you but also stands with you in your darkest hours
The one who can speak without talking and can hug you when you are alone from a distance
The one who is not perfect, but is perfect for you

Yes, it's true that we don't understand God's plan
but He gives you a heart for a reason
for it is never about looking for someone
but waiting for someone

Someday, "that someone" will come along
and will steal your "heart"
May he be the love of your life
and you be the life of his love
AMEN


Letter for a friend

Some say that life is measured not by length but by depth
and love is measured not by the size of the smile but by the size of the pain endured
everybody knows about the love between parents and their children
I am sure God does too.

you know as parents, the worst feeling is to see one of your children sad
you will do anything to make her smiles again
Our eyes can't see what our faith does
that He will give us the better parts and keeps the worse
like children who don't yet understand when parents do this for their children

God loves tears than He does smiles
because only a person who loves cries
you see, like we listen to body language more than words when we communicate
because body language is the evidence of the words spoken
God listen to your tears and sorrow than your words
because your tears and sorrow is the evidence of the love and prayer that you bring before God

You don't have to say a word
love does not travel well with words, it talks from heart to heart
If your heavenly Father can hear it
your dad can hear it too
See, a person who is ill is very sensitive to their surrounding
while his body is going through hard times, his heart takes over
Parents are like God too, they know before we even say anything
he knows....
just let your heart do the talking


This may not be the rope you may need
to pull you out of your fear
or a piece of clothing that can wipe your tears
this is just a voice from heart 
of a friend whispered from a distance








15-2-13


we don't know what God is doing for us
we take what he gives for granted while ask Him to give us more and more
faith is the eyes that see the invisible and hear the silent notes

God gives us sorrow and tears, worry and fear to help us deal with life until we understand His plan
like God gives children tears, sorrow, anger, and fear to help them deal with life until they understand what their parents want of them

GENUINE LAUGHTER ONLY COMES AFTER TEARS LIKE RAINBOW THAT COMES AFTER THE RAIN.

God's insects

Ants were walking around the floor looking for food
suddenly, big broom sent them flying as I swiped the floor
or how they got crushed on the table as I wiped the table
is that what we are to God?
No, I do not think about their life most of the time
what about our life? are we oversensitive?
in that case, yes, God please have mercy on me
I don't know what kind of God you are worshipping
I don't want the kind God, the nice God
I want the benevolent God who is as big as I am to the ants

Is natural disasters like the wind that blow spiders' house?
yes, human overrate themselves and lift themselves as God
where we are probably just insects in the eye of God

My plates are covered with ants and I just cleaned it with water
ooooohhhh.... the ants drowned from the flood

there is possibility that human is Gods and God is human's creation
but that's impossible, because human can't create the universe
like a robot creating a human
see, guns don't kill, human use guns to kill

two worst kind of human being, one who think that he is God, and the other one who thinks that he is nothing.
We are something, just not God...

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Understanding

where is the line between understanding and appreciation?
a person understand words but appreciate arts
a person lives in semantic world full of relationship with others
step back and be with one self
where word is not needed
and instinct takes over
where there is no arts or artifacts
no standardized living
no rules
just one own's government ruled by instinct
where the president is God himself
I can teach myself but not others
I am my own best therapist
I am my own best parents for myself

Firework


Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?
Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams, but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down
You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through
'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon